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moved!

2009-11-04T15:34:00.004+08:00

Hello all i've moved! :)

http://phenomenalviews.tumblr.com

kinda lazy to ask people to relink eh.

Nevermind, people just click the link above :D

(I will leave this blog like this)

&Of course, do relink me if you are not feeling lazy... (;

im so pathetic

2009-10-30T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hahaha, tried to slack abit by going to tiong arcade with Weili to play mariokart and bball.
Watched next stop happiness ep4 (slack again).
wah asshole, everytime they make the viewers feel... "wah sad i dontwant to watch la, yet i want to watch because i wanna know whats gonna happen"
next episode.. thankyouverymuch. I CANT WATCH IT ON TIME! :(
Yeayea, after 4th november! Supposingly i wanted to jio friends out after phy paper.
but now.. forget it, i think i'll head straight home and hug onto my laptop.
I just dont feel like going out suddenly. I dont like the way people look at me. (in a negative way)
I just hate it. I want to stay in my room, surfing the net, watch dramas, eat, watch tv, and lie on my comfortable bed. Like a homegirl.
yea, but tmr im going out to study with weili and bel! Hope i wont show them my moodswings.
I seriously cant afford to show it tmr...
ha-ha-ha, actually i have an ulterior motive for wanting to watch Next stop happiness.
(well, that's the ONLY way, yet i dont think it's helping at all)
Yes, i've fallen out of love.. So pathetic right?! All these should happen AFTER Os. This cannot affect my Os at all. yes i need to be a strong girl. I need to learn how to stand up when i fall. but the more i tell myself "I need to smth", the more watery my eyes will become.

Last paper of amath

2009-10-30T13:22:00.003+08:00

(I love this spinning dancer!) Aiyo cant upload here, she never spins -.-

I pray (die) hard, I can achieve my desired marks for Amath.
Damn you Amathzzz.
I promise after i move to tumblr officially, I'll upload TONS of pictures. :)
because i just realise i seldom upload pictures like mad.
All posts are mostly taiwanese dramas/words.
HAHAHAH.
Byebyebye. 5more days :D

after the alphabet N

2009-10-25T14:27:00.002+08:00

Hi, GCE 'O' level 2009 is starting tmr. As in for writing subjects.
Best of luck everyone.
For me, i dont have any expectations at all.
MIGHT be putting ite as one of my choices (hahaha dumb right)
Dont scold me by seeing the previous sentence.
Because, I have no confidence that my english will pass.
Once i fail my english E8 or F9, gg. None of the polys are gonna accept me.
I dont want to be a nurse. (Nursing COP is 28 fyi)
So, the only way is higher nitec.
kayz, ending with a picture of my love and me :)
Love, thanks for being there for the past few days, you've encouraged me + motivate + lent me a listening ear. thanks for all these babe :D much loves!

(blank)

2009-10-24T20:32:00.003+08:00

This picture describe my feelings now.

(you wont know if the road ahead is a dead end, or it'll continue forever. Aka you arent sure of what will happen after walking this path...)

Hi my sweetheart

2009-10-24T12:07:00.005+08:00

HAHAHA LOOK AT SHOW LUO LOL.
Yeaaaaaaaa, this upcoming taiwanese drama is titled Hi my sweetheart (Hai Pai Tian Xin)
Show's wig is super hilarious hahaa.
So the storyline is something like.. The mushroom boy (above) always get bullied by people, but Rainie saved him. She was his first love, but some misunderstandings occurred and Rainie had to fly back to Taiwan (p.s. the 1st scenario was in Shanghai). The mushroom boy thought she dumped him. So he decided to change into a hunk to seek revenge.
GOSH, my sixth sense tells me that this will be a funny drama :p
Thankfully, it'll be air-ed on 1st nov, but it's okay.
that means 3 more days i'll be able to catch this show! WEEE.
Credits: Dramawiki!
For more info regarding this show, click here :)
hahaha im so gonna watch this show!

P.S. im still missing Next stop happiness! Ahhh.
Omg i just watched a few parts of Tao hua xiao mei.
Damn im not gonna watch it lor -.- But there's jiro wang :(
SIGH! Supposingly tao hua xiao mei's main lead should be Aaron Yan and Gui gui.
But for some reasons they changed it to Cyndi wang and Jiro.
If it's guigui acting, i'd watch because she's really pretty :D
Nevertheless, Next stop happiness is still the best :p

dresses

2009-10-19T21:20:00.004+08:00

Went to liang court mac to study with San, Hei and Joyce.

Had a great time laughing (instead of doing hmwk :s)

walked around to search for tube dress.

LOLLLLLLLL we found one, and it cost $239.00

I didnt try because i THOUGHT i cant wear at all (plus i dont wish to force if not ltr my pocket will have a big hole).

Actually, i didnt unzip it FULLY. i just unzip halfway.. so i thought i cant fit in zzz.

Thanks lor, didnt know im so noob LOL.

Hehee, hope prom night will be held in hotel, best is Carlton/Shang-ri la hotel!!!! ^^Hmmm...

(what if people suddenly unzip your dress at the back? omg i have that phobia!!!)

three

2009-10-19T03:58:00.003+08:00

Oh my god.
Ep 4/5 of NSH, Ady is going to leave Vaness..
WT*! Extremely fast la.
Fyi, i've finished watching ep3 ^^ Weee, this episode not exciting, because the court will only be screened on episode4..
damn it ep4 i CANNOT WATCH (on time) !! :(
Nevermindzxz. anyhow, i dont really want to watch the part where Ady leave Vaness la.
I hate theres-a-reason-to-leave-yet-you-cant-tell feeling.
Yeh im outta my world alr, i know it's just a show :D
but, as a drama-er, we should go with their emotions as well, right right? :D
This is a sterotype that humans assume that ppl who watch drama have nothing better to do/only know how to fantasize.
(i hope i used the word "sterotype" correctly! sachiyo, guide meeeeeee)

I love to have friends who are drama addict :))))) weeee.
Be it taiwanese, hongkong, japanese or korean! Welcome to the world of drama~
1 sentence to describe us.
Although we dont face up to reality (as we will fantasize in our own world), we will have MORE possibilities to think of in reality compared to ppl-who-abhor-drama-addicters.
We will also have MORE ways to think of when we are stuck in any awkward/bad/embarrassing situation. I know dramas never fail to exaggerate, but sometimes it might help in necessary situation!

Allright, NIGHTS. it's getting late now -.-
P.S. I just... miss that particular person Abc.
It's so funny when you know that the person you miss is actually nobody. like SERIOUSLY. you dont even know who are you missing, but you have the strong feeling that you're missing someone's existence. and thats what im feeling right now zzz IRRITATING!!!

NSH

2009-10-14T16:29:00.005+08:00

WALAO EH.
This show is getting more popular!!! Ep1 hit 100K+ views for the past 2weeks only! gosh.
Ok, maybe this wont be that popular as FTLY, because FTLY is also suitable for adults + senior citizens because they speak in hokkien, plus it's not only a romance drama, it's also a comedy.
But next stop happiness is only romance.. + tears will roll down your cheeks! Yeh. Although many (i can say it's all teenagers) loves this show, the rating wont be higher than FTLY..
Currently episode 2's rating is 3++. hehehe. I really cannot stop the temptation, so i have a plan ^^
I'll be studying like almost everyday, i'll watch this show on monday. (it'll take up 1hour of my time)
So this 1hr time = my relaxing period :)
Aiya, but this plan only applies to next week.
Because 26th Oct and 2nd Nov i cannot watch at all!
It's O level period, furthermore the following tuesday got paper leh. -_-
TSK! I hope these 2 episodes WILL NOT BE SO TEMPTING.
yeh, after 4th nov I WANT TO WATCH LIKE MAD. :)
PLUS, i'll be shifting to tumblr by then B)
P.S. Caution. If your parents are those who love to disturb, it's BETTER not to watch this show when they're around.. because i did so and i had a hard time wiping off my tears & had to act normal! URGHHH. or best solution- lock yourself in your room :)

Sorry but it seems that im always talking about taiwanese drama... (shy)
Yehyeh. School ends on this friday...
I seriously wonder if im able to make it.

Im done with my blogshopping online, i'll be shifting my laptop into my storeroom.
Will only check mails for blogshopping enquiries, that's all.
jiayoujiayou all :)

I want to work at Ion Provence :)))) hopefully they accept 16yearold worker.
But, i dont want to have that stupid injection (meant for ppl who are working in F&B)
Wah im so-gonna kill that person who created this law, >:(

thanks!

2009-10-13T09:48:00.002+08:00

I want to thank Simweili and ChristabelLee for yesterday's talk.. :)
(Although simweili kept on hanging the call!! lol)
At least im not in doubts now.
At least i know the truth.
However, just kinda disappointed, as well.
But trust me bel, whatever im gonna say is NOT referring to you. I felt grateful for you telling me this, why would i be disappointed/sad over u? Mad ah.
Certain people. Everyone dislikes the accusation feeling. But idk why im feeling that way now.
Some parts i totally admitted it that it's my fault, but other parts.. forget it.
I also couldnt believe you did this. But i swear that you really did say that to me.
Now you are telling ppl you didnt say that. fine. i really have nothing to say because everyone treats me as a hypocrite now. Nobody would believe what a hypocrite would say, right?
&that's the reason why i told bel not to explain.. like seriously, if i have a hypocrite friend and she/he wishes to explain everything, honestly i would still doubt her words.
so what for i explain? what for bel help me to explain?
I have already lost the trust people had in me.
Till now, i completely trust christabel and weili only.
This incident also made me realise who are my true friends, how people think of me etc.
If you really think that you didnt say it and you claimed it was me who made up the story, fine yeh.
it's me ok? because you might be thinking, since im alr portrayed as a bad one, it wouldnt hurt to add some more salt on me right.
P.S. i never mention names here. if you wanna talk about it go ahead. :)
Because.. only yuanyi knows who am i referring to. :)

advertorial

2009-10-12T13:50:00.002+08:00

K just here to update then i'll go off to my study table okayzzzz?
Hehe, as you can see, this post is helping to advertise that previous blogshop i've bought things from which is the shinhwa notebook.
I received the notebook today & ohmygosh!
1) She is selling each notebook at $2 mailed, however when i look at the envelope, the stamp already cost $2 -.- so it's like, the notebook is free?!?!
2) I was surprised when i saw a small letter + sticker inside.
Basically she asked me to jiayou in my Os & be her junior next year (muahaha), & that sticker is BOF ezlink card sticker.
HOWEVER! Inside her blog she didnt state that she'd be giving out freebies whenever an item is purchased. so i was grinning from ear to ear when i saw that :D
3) There's another small cute note implying that the next time i purchase stuffs on her blog, i'll be given 5% discount ^^ (for returned customers)

WAAAA. To be honest, im extremely thankful to come across her blogshop!! Luckily i saved her url as my favourites :p
Yes, she has a lot of BOF related stuffs! :)
http://daydreamingnow.blogspot.com ! All of her stuffs are INSTOCK! (i love instocks TTM) No waiting time etc :)
Erm, if you are interested in shinhwa notebook, sorry to say but i've bought the LAST one. haha! Idk if she'll restock it.. :p
Yeah, she's the one who encouraged me to score distinction for English! (which is totally impossible)
Haha, yea.. Thanks for the encouragement & after i saw her small note for me, my motivation is back :D
Allright, signing off~

P.S. Coolzxz, Mr Law is organising chalet during Dec! WEEEE Finally, it's SMTH similar to 2e2'o7 chalet, miss it to the max. :(

threethings

2009-10-09T22:03:00.002+08:00

1stly,
I decided to buy BOF Notebook from a particular blogshop! Thankfully the one i bought from was the LAST BOOK! ^^ ohmytianzzz. Im 100% lucky today! Fyi, the notebook is Shinhwa high school leh! Inside got F4 pictures (not taiwanese F4 for goodness sake.. it's the most popular koreanF4!)
Honestly, ATM card has N-E-V-E-R crossed my mind before. I would think, aiya just go POSB bank to withdraw/deposit using bankbook can already. Yea right, Smt i can queue until i want to walk right up to them & ask them to be faster! ZZZ.
Yes, im gonna make 1 after my Os!! :D
So the notebook will throughly reach my place on monday-wednesday. PRAYS HARD THAT IT'LL REACH MY MAILBOX SAFELY!

2ndly,
The blogshop owner that i bought the notebook from is SUPER FRIENDLY ok. We seem to hit off very well, however she is flying to taiwan tmr! :( aiyo. She's studying in SP and gives tuition to people :) So i was asking her about the course that im interested in SP, so we started talking about studies. She gave me lotsa useful tips and advices!!! WOOOO, now i know something. Because business courses includes POA, and im so-freaking afraid that I might not be able to catch up because i dont take elective, e.g. POA! zz, but she assured me that poly would rather take B3 Amath rather than A1 POA. WEEEEEE Amath! So after posting this (which is also the last post before i go MIA in cyberworld) , I decided to work doubly hard for amath! :D Thumbs up!
But Science and Humans + English.. die. She got A1 for english lor! ZAI! Sigh, I'll be very contented if i got B4 for english. :((((((( Till now im still kinda thankful that i didnt decide to re-take Chinese! (not aiming at those who re-takes)
If i am going to take chinese again, i dont think i'd be able to cope well.

3rdly,
Ok la. this one quite funny. I find myself getting more hilarious. (not sense of humour)
Regarding my previous posts + thoughts. im laughing to myself. Why am i complaining to the world abt my past? to let ppl sympathize me ah? HAHAHA.
Allright, after Os i'll DEFINITELY move to tumblr. :) Url will be given by then.

-still thinking of a good url to start off!-

Then i'll only shift nuffnang ads with me. I dont need tagboard as i feel that it's a hassle. Blog = my diary. why would i need ppl's comments/talks?! haha. having a tagboard in my blog is like showing ppl my diary AND asking them to comment about it.
If nobody tags you, it's kinda..... paiseh right! Machiam nobody comes to your blog.
Well, ok enough of rantings zzz.
Awww my cousin's Nlvl is over! walao so free la!
All the best to me.
Thanks yixinnnnnn. You jiayou too! ^^

(i need to learn)

just a ranting post, nobody is forcing you to read yeh

2009-10-05T19:10:00.004+08:00

Hahaha i have been posting for quite a few times per day..
NTH TO DO HUH!
K, promise after this i'll start to be a good girl :)
Anw today is the last day of Memory filing System. definitely gonna miss it!
I have to admit that i really learnt a lot of useful things from Dr Xavier. although smt i dont understand what is his "slang".

Well, yes, smart ppl knows the purpose of this post.
Mixed feelings. For me, it's defined as many different liquors are mixing inside a container.
the heart-shaped container is your heart that's living right inside my heart.
and you had to carry it with you always.
You cannot seperate them, you could only slowly accept the fact that they are mixed, even fractional distillation cannot help you.
You know... that feeling? The only resort to end your this-kind-of-feeling is hoping to forget. No, you will remember no matter what, right?
&thanks everybody for the concern, i know smth when i type emotional stuffs like this, people will come asking me if im allright. im really ok. i merely wanted to rant on my blog, or maybe i'll delete all these once im feeling ok.
Dont need to guess, this has NOTHING gotta do with guys -.-
You know, some things that has been dragged on for so long arent clear yet.
Everyday when you're in school, you HAVE to pretend that nothing really happened.
Do you know how hard it is to so? It's like there's a stinky rubbish bin infront of you, you want to get outta that place, YET, there isnt aint escape/exit door for you.
So the only way is to PRETEND, pretend that rubbish bin is odourless/invisible.
I took about 200% of my patience to complete that task.
I had to put on a fake mask, faking to be brave (ya act hero) by saying "that rubbish bin doesnt affect my life at all", when these sentence contradicts my feelings.
People tear by rolling down their cheeks, I had to tear by swallowing my disapprovement.
I can only say that people who has gone thru this can understand what im feeling right now.
Well, im not implying that im the saddest-girl-in-the-world.
I aint pathetic. Therefore i dont need to gain sympathy.
RANT. you know whats rant?!
Till now then i began to realise something. Maybe im really born as an unlucky girl.
Ever since i first started my education path in Sg, which is Kindergarden, my friendship has NEVER been smooth. (yes this is the time for confessions! + some childish thinkings~)
My definition of best-friend: Always sticking to her ALONE, can share problems without hesitation, knows what is she feeling/thinking.
K1 & K2, I had a best friend called BaoHui. However, there's another girl who kept on sticking to her as well. As a result, my bonds with her faded away tremendously. Yes, im still a kid, so I went off to find other friends. HAHAHA. Yet, I just couldnt find someone that gives me the "same feeling" as Baohui.
P1 & P2. During the 1st day of school, I sat beside Meishan. Slowly, we become best of best friends. Furthermore, both of our mothers know each other very well. However, a girl named Cindy Too cut our friendship ties and never fails to stick with meishan. I was devastated. During that time, i loathed Cindy A LOT. In school, Cindy would keep on psychoing meishan not to friend with me (hahaha childish). I got hurt, and kept on crying at home. When 3 of our mothers are tgt with us, Cindy would chat with me along with Meishan. Its super different from how they treated me in school. I got super puzzled, and i went back home to tell my mother. (I WAS SO STUPID as i didnt know there's a word called hypocrities) In the end, my mum told meishan's mum and she told cindy's mum. I think she scolded Cindy or smth, after that they really did talk to me even without their mum's existence. I still remember how elated I was to have my best of best friend to talk to me AGAIN. This didnt cross my mind at all. Yea, kids are naive.
P3 & P4, 4 schools merged into GESPS. I was once again alone in my newly assigned class, 309. However, I was glad that I managed to find a best friend quickly and she's called ChenTing. Both of us are as close as sisters, not until another girl came in. Her name was Yizhi. YA SAME PATTERN, she is the 3rd party and kept on dragging ChenTing away from me. That's the 1st time when i started to ponder about my life. Am i really not a good friend? Why do people always drag my BFF away, while nobody dragged me away from others? Why am i always losing a best friend? Anw, at that time, I know very well that Yizhi has been backstabbing me. She kept on telling ChenTing about my bad stuffs etc. I KNOW, yet I cannot do anything about it. It's up to ChenTing if she wants to believe. I always HOPED that she would trust me. In the end, Yes, ChenTing started to give me cold shoulder, and that's when I started to realise I am not trustworthy in ppl's eyes. Despite all this, thankfully I met a good friend named Shuping. All the girls in our class disliked her, there's even 1 girl who asked me if i can be her BFF, unless i dont friend Shuping. Do you know that this is the first time I felt being loved by friends?! (finally it's my turn to be dragged away..) BUT! Mandy aint bad, she still sticked with Shuping, because when Mandy is feeling down, Shuping was there for me.
P5 & P6, Yesyes, Gwendolyn's my next best friend, because shuping isnt in the same class as me. Everything went smooth for us, we had our own clique which consists of Joen, Puayli, Yisi, Peihui and ShirleyGoh! We had many inner jokes, our bonds were extremely strong, NONE of us were being left out etc. Not until 1 day.. We had an individual proj to hand in. Yisi copied one of my friends' work, and i told my teacher about it AKA PAOTOH! LOLLLLLLLL. Yes Im that kind of person, I felt that it's totally unfair to the rest of us as we had to crack our brains just to gain that point, whereas she merely copied and got that point. INJUSTICE!!! (haha) yeh, this is also the first time i got myself into hot soup. She detested me a lot for saying, and asked the rest of them not to befriend me. I was ALWAYS alone. walking passed them has been a routine, yet the "fear" i had had never change. I was dragging Gwen to accompany me, but the rest of them pulled her away. So i can see that Gwen was in a very difficult position. In the end, Peihui and Puayli had prob with Yisi, so Yisi was "kicked" outta the clique. Happy thing for me, because they asked me to join them again. :) Yeah, elated! After that, Joen started to stick with Gwendolyn even closer. Yesssss, AGAIN! Gwen was in-charge to lock the classroom door after school. Joen and I would always wait + accompany her to do so. One fine day, Joen just asked Gwen to push the keys to me and they ran off. hahahaha, i was crying like mad all the time, and i told my teacher Mrs Chew about it. AKA THEY PANGSEH ME. The next day, I knew I had awkward scenes if I saw them, however they passed me a 'sorry' letter regarding that matter before we talked. But still, my friendship with Gwen was unstable becos of another 3rd party..
For Secondary schools, i do not wish to say. Maybe few years down the road (provided that my blog is still alive) i'll post about it! Because now im still a sec student, dont wish people to know about my current stuffs.
(yes, smart ppl aga aga knows who issit)
P.S. ALL THE THINGS STATED ABOVE ARE IN THE PAST!!!! It's all over, don't change your impression of them if you know them.. We are all matured now! ^^
Now you know my past friendship "problems". (: So to be honest, I wont be shock if my currently best friend is "being snatched" away. I'll take it as im really an unlucky person who will never have a lifelong best friend. :) Or afterall, im still someone who aint worth to be ppl's BFF.
AAAAhhh must stop writing alr. all these are purely childish thingys.

WOOOOOOOOOOO END OF RANTING POST! So long manz.

NSH

2009-10-05T17:11:00.002+08:00

Hi all I've just finished watching Next stop happiness ep1.
It's very nice :) Did not disappoint me at all! It's so different frm EFHL la.
EFHL is kinda draggy, but for NSH, all the scenes that appeared in the trailor is like within episode1 and 2 alr. LOL.
WEEEE.
I think i can resist watching. :)
However, the show is super sad ok. -.-
&Spoiler alert!-
there's 1 thing that i find it super unrealistic la. Vaness can escape from breaking crimes.
because there's prove that he has suffering from some illness, i think its smth like... he will do something without meaning it.
zzzzzz NO WAY! So far, only this unrealistic part turns me off~
Yeah, go ahead and watch.
Let's continue watching after Os :D

NSH

2009-10-04T15:00:00.003+08:00

YESYES THIS IS THE UPCOMING DRAMA THAT IM LOOKING FORWARD TO!
This is the synopsis:
Ren Guang Xi, a cocky law student, seems to lead the perfect life. He's the sole successor to a huge and famous business and a talented ice hockey player. But in reality, his lonely life lacks joy, laughter and motivation. That is until he meets Liang Mu Chen, the new bento seller at his school canteen. Although orphaned at a young age, Mu Chen does not let her past affect her and lives life with great passion and determination. A harmless bet brings the two together and Guang Xi slowly changes as Mu Chen teaches him how to give and love. Tragedy strikes when Guang Xi suddenly has to go through a major brain surgery which causes him to lose his memory. His mother begs Mu Chen to leave him and the latter has no choice but to do so. Little does she know that she already has Guang Xi's child.
Six years pass. Mu Chen lives a quiet life with her young son in the countryside while Guang Xi is now a successful lawyer and is engaged to He Yi Qian, the kind and beautiful doctor who took care of him after his surgery. A strangely familiar piano piece stirs Guang Xi's heart as he struggles to recall his past romance with Mu Chen. How will the couple make up for six years of lost time? Happiness, which stop do I alight at?

Ok la. I THINK i will stop at episode 1, at most. Os la walao.
every single post got the word Os.
P.S. this girl here looks like Hong Yi Xin (mediacorp) leh HAHA
there's a quote for this show.
原来，爱情从来没有离开过。
只是我记得，你忘了。quite true

birthday

2009-10-04T14:00:00.003+08:00

No no it's not my birthday today.
I got bored and decided to watch my birthday movie tribute from my lovely friends!!!
It really feels SO GOOD, to know that im being loved by so many friends :)
Esp CARMEN! She never fails to emphasize that they love me A LOT.
I know you're very stressed now, trying your best to score very well for Os, nevertheless, rmb to enjoy your days mugging, playing and receiving "wake-up" calls from teachers etc. (: We will walk this Olvl examination tgt! ^^
I know you wont be looking at this as you must be busy preparing for Os! JYJY OK :D

I still love SIMWEILI AND CHRISTABEL's PART.
super hilarious ok?! Awwww i miss going out with both of them :(
Anw 3 of us had a pact, after Os we shall head down to Virtualand at Bugis to play like hell!
ESP MARIOKART!!!!!!!!!! SO FUNNY HAHAA.
Weee i'll get excited whenever i talk about things-i-wanna-do-when-o-are-over.

-Virtualand with Weili&Bel

-Finding a job (i want to work at Provenance/The yoghurt place) but walao need to have that stupid injection!!! DECIDING.

-Meet up with ANGYIXIN!

-X56+J's chalet (pending)

-SWIMMING!!!

-Save $ & buy SOMETHING

-Rebonding

-change spects (walao i've been using this black spects since sec1!)

-(confidential)

HAHAHA. Yay! :D but now must study.
If i score v bad for Os (i know it when i cant solve many qns), i dont think i have the mood to complete all this lor!
K, awwww just to emphasize again, I (L) those ppl who came for my bday party :)
Carmen, Jas, Bel, Weili, Liang, Yuanyi, Gwen, Cassan, Heimun, Joyce, Joash, Qt, Agnes! YYY

See i (L) you guys so much until I am willing to put the whole group pic as my destop background!

gleneagles + ion!

2009-10-03T23:06:00.002+08:00

Have been visiting Issac for the past 2 days. (tmr not sure if im going... s-t-u-d-y)
Aww seeing him like this really hurts me a lot D:

Look at his hand! :( Needles, omg.

P.S. Bus 75 pisses me OFF totally zzz.

Today went to visit him as usual, YAY his temperature isnt that high anymore.
After that ionized with Mummy! :) Wah the food court sells VERY EXPENSIVE foods ok.
No choice, ION mah.
Fishball noodles can cost up to $6 -.-
Chicken Rice can cost up to $6 as well.
They are thrice as much as those sold in hawker centres! Erm, ok being Aunty here.
I had Fried Oyster, which cost me $5, while hawker centre = $3.
+ 2 Chicken sticks from ToriQ!~
Btw, the fried oyster stall really did shock me..

You must be wondering what the hell is that.

It's a "pager". I am assigned to go back to my seat, wait for this pager to "ring" (+ vibrate, which i didnt know until it rang)
And i can walk back to the stall to collect my food.
WOW. Advanced technology eh! B) nice nice.
But it's kinda embarrassing when you walk around Food Opera, with the green thingy ringing + the lights were "blinking". -.-

Bought my sausage with french fries coating after that! ^^

SPECIAL HUH?

I asked them to add Ketchup and Mayo for me. wooo it's so HOT! Caution.

Just in case you're wondering how it looks like.. (i google-d for the pic HAHA)

Drooling alr!

Home sweet home. I hate smokers TTM. They are silent murderers! :@ x100

& I finally received my Heart Icon tee which I bought over a blogshop! ^^
I chose Normal Postage, I thought the stupid postman lost it (as I didnt receive anything for 5days) & the blogshop owner told me the tee was returned back.
So she sent it to me again. WEEEE! Normal Postage rockzzz, Registered Postage should only be chosen if your item is expensive. :)
Anyhow, that tee is....... aiya. Im oversized.
They said it's freesize, I didnt know freesize doesnt fit me lor. die la Mandy.
K, nevermind. At least that tee can motivate me to slim down! ^^
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daydreaming

2009-10-02T01:26:00.002+08:00

Shit, I feel like an owl now.
Supposingly, i wanted to take a nap from 6pm to 8.15pm.
As i was too exhausted.
In the end, I woke up at around 11.30pm going 12am. zzzz.
& I have NO IDEA when did i switched off my alarm T.T
die alrdy. Tmr i'd be super sleepy in school :(
(but nvm, until 1230^^)
Anw, Issac is hospitalised, AGAIN! Sigh so worried for him!!
Fever is pestering him.. Ass.

I think im really a pig (not cute, but sleeping)
P.S. Sachiyo and Weili told me im a pig for sleeping too long D:
24 more days to Os. What Mrs Goh said was entirely true.. Just now i have the motivation to practise my math skills,
but now..... time to sleep. Online window-shopping is the cause for it!!!!!!!!!!! :(
Anyhow, tmr im gonna visit Issac.

Happy 37th month Ang Yixin ^^

next stop, happiness

2009-10-01T00:23:00.001+08:00

Really gonna catch it after Os! Arhhhh hope I will be able to resist the temptation! D:
Yeah, this show is those sad sad types. Dont watch it if you hate crying infront of your computer.
P.S. This show is gonna air on next sunday, so it's the latest taiwanese drama.
I DONT KNOW ABOUT THE RATING & STUFF! So dont blame me if you find it's boring/sian/sien/uninteresting!

tears are the words the heart can't express

2009-09-28T18:04:00.005+08:00

Can you really hear the tiny pieces falling off inside me?
Although I managed to pretend as though I dont give a damn,
(making excuses that on the 1st day of Prelims I was very sick, couldnt concentrate, went back home to sleep and never even prepare for exams, getting D7 is consider ok alr - few more marks to pass, never get F9 = satisfied)
the other part of me minds a lot.
reason: I have no idea.
So what if i pass English. wtf not as though i got distinction for it.
No, i dont need any comfort. I dont need sympathy.

like poles should attract,
unlike poles will never attract.
(applies to human poles)
maybe i should change this title.
Tears that are not physically visible are the most painful thing on Earth.

PUKKAXZXZ

2009-09-27T02:08:00.004+08:00

Supposingly, Weili, Yuanyi and Mandy arranged to study at NUS yesterday.
They changed our schedule slightly by meeting up to have Pukka icecream first.
They joked by calling AgnesC because she lives nearby.
M took out her black cybershot phone and started dialing Agnes' number.
Agnes came to find them, & all of them decided to go her house instead.

...

HAHAHA!

I had 2 scoops of pukka icecream today -.-! Hard to get rid of fats alr.
Holicks and Cheesecake! Cheesecake flavour is TOO cheesy alr, i buey tahan.
Holicks' flavour is YUMMY! Gonna buy Holicks when I go there next time :)

We "studied" at Agnes house. Wah she treat us noodle + garlic bread (wah my stomach really gonna burst)
Other humans come joining in the "fun" haha!
Camwhored around with W and E!
Off to pukka again, that's when I had my cheesycake, Agnes' mum treat. TYVM!
Then had the never-ending-path to West Coast Park. Played like 1 idiot.
SOMEONE suggested to go WCP, in the end SOMEONE didnt play at all lor! what is this?!?!? hahaha. Hint: that SOMEONE is going to Zoo later!
Only Yuanyi and I played.
My excitement+energy was drained. D:
Walked back the never-ending-path (again) with J and E, took bus 33 back home.
Had a great time laughing away with E for the walking-faster-method LOL.
I was playing DS on the bus, and an old uncle suddenly scare me by squeezing infront of me to grab the seat beside me -.-

PICTURES ON FB!!!
&Ohmygosh, I didnt know that Njunjie has WII, MARIO KART GAME SOMEMORE!
Wo yao wo yao!! Next year your birthday must invite me ah! muahaha.
Stupid yy suddenly ask me random qns!! Made me kill so many of my brain cells, figuring out how to answer your question! :( hahah, jk.
but that qn made me think deeply and seriously. do i trust, you..?

Lee jing zhi date me out to swim!!!

2009-09-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

Today is Graduation day.

Well, today is aka Prelims-are-finally-over day.

Had Sci MCQ. zzz Im always concentrating on Organic Chem, but I have no idea why Mr Lee CK is going against me by setting less qns on Organic Chem!! AHHH.

Sci = no cure. Because my chemistry structured suck like shit. I wont be surprised if i get a single digit mark for it.

OH, History also the same. I wont be shocked if i get single digit. Because i DIDNT study for history at all :( The day before that paper i was sleeping like a log. (fyi i needa recover ok?!?!)

Heh, Amath, NEEDLESS for me to say yeh.

After our MCQ paper, had breakfast at Subway, had Graduation rehearsal.

It'll be the last time to hear Mr Chia shouting at us :(

Cass and heimun came to my house aftermath. Issac!

(not taken today, some time ago)

Overall, fun. haha, but im so lonely to be separated from Gwen and Hei :(

+ the class videos montage was very nice! especially 4e3's!

4e2's beginning part was hilarious as well. Mrs Leong FTW!

4Es had this cupcake treated by the 4E form teachers! ^^v

(it's from Prima Deli, did i spell correctly?)

The zebra is a ring! :D I gave it to Issac alr.

My path in henderson secondary has almost completed.

Sec1 and 2's life seemed like it happened yesterday.

conclusion - time flies.

What Mdm Linda encourages us are very true.

an extra ordinary gift is tomorrow.

Moreover, Mrs Robin Low shared with YY and I regarding life, and I really find that the greatest gift that i've ever received is to be alive everyday.

If there's tomorrow, it's an extremely BIG gift. Because some ppl may not even live until tmr.

I still believe in destiny, for God has set whatever is going to happen in my life.

Mandy's belief! :D

Yesterday night went to Changi Airport for dinner with family (excluding sister).

Woah end of year MIGHT be going Bangkok.

I am super looking forward to it. Some ppl knows, I've NEVER fly to other countries before.

When i was young, my mum described travelling abroad until it's SUPER DUPER EXPENSIVE, machiam i cannot get to travel unless i have 100K. Im not exaggerating. You know, kids' imagination are wide.

Oh, HSSMDC is going to Hongkong disneyland around Nov.

I think im gonna give it a miss. I really really want my 1st travelling experience to be with my family members.

Yeh^^ It's ok for me, all the best to MDC!

--------------------------------

Finally fetched my sister!

TSK!!! So many things!

&Brother asked her to buy absolute vodka. hahaha i think that's the name bah.

K, my eyelids are getting heavier...

tmr going to study with Yuanyi and Weili at NUS!

~~Shall we go NUS MAC?! It's super cheap!!~~

Wait. I needa stop eating fastfoods. Let's go to the study bench outside central library ok? :p

+ i wanna eat Pukka icecream after studying! ^^v

cravings

2009-09-23T15:26:00.004+08:00

Yay i know Christabel Lee is craving for Pukka ice cream! HAHAA.
Aww, im craving for it as well. If im going NUS to study on this coming saturday, i'll definitely satisfy my craving! :)
& also, im craving for Nian Gao leh. (during Chinese new yr then got)
WALAOOOOOOO. Idk why la, just sudden craving. urgh.
Any job lobangs?! ^^ Gonna start looking for a job after 4th november!

Ohmytian. Now then i realise in the EFHL show, in Qiao En's village, there's a Tong Hua shop.
WAH! my cousin in Taiwan went there to take wedding picture leh! omg, what a coincidence. manz haha

Amath and Physics tmr.
Damn, amath is seriously a killer. Still hesitating if i should study for amath, or concentrate fully on physics.
(becos for amath paper1 i got F9, great isnt it?)

Slowly, I began to feel your presence in my life. Slowly, I started to have the habit of having you in my life. Slowly, I started to realise that you are always there for me. Slowly, I... realise it's all fake.

to forget you

2009-09-22T21:14:00.002+08:00

After reading LKH's 6th novel aka To Forget You, i learnt lotsa things.
Most imptly is to how to deal with relationships. (finally)
Weee, today had my lunch at 18chefs, with Bel, Jasmine, Mummy and Issac. wahaha.
Issac is so naughty! >:(

I have decided to face up, what about you?
No, i doubt you are ready. You will never face up tgt with me, ever again.

rants

2009-09-21T21:36:00.003+08:00

Holy mama. *anger boiling*
I, Mandy Soon, HONESTLY/SERIOUSLY abhor students who have single digit for L1R4 & DECIDES TO GO POLYTECHNIC.
what the fuck. I hate those people completely.
Now what? Polys are better than JCs alr? Please enter your JC for Christ sake.
I believe Poly SHOULD be "lower" than JCs, but now it's getting more popular.
In the first place, people with an agg score of between 15-25 should be just nice to enter poly.
NOW?!?! 90% of ALL the 5 Polytechnics COP are <15!>
For those who are REALLY interested in the course (yet they couldnt get in), so does it mean they have to either join a course in poly that they aint interested OR to go ITE instead?!
Kao. The world is just so... unfair.
I know, you'd be saying "the one who has better score can get to choose"
Suck balls.
Now i have to re-consider FORCING myself to get into some retarded courses which I DISLIKE.
Thanks to those SMART PEOPLE OUT THERE, who tries to "snatch" our places.
Yes, then ppl will say "work hard la", "beat those students".
What about students like me, who WILL NEVER GET HIGHER THAN B4 FOR MY ENGLISH?!
I really envy people who can get distinction for English. They never really bury their head into the-world-of-english, yet they could score well easily.
Ha ha, If i can get a C6 for my english IM REALLY VERY HAPPY.
How to fight with those smart stud with single digit score?
The world is getting absurd. If i can control the world, I'll make sure that those who got less than 10 points for L1R5 to get into JC.
Good investment though. (As they'll most prolly be entering Uni, and Sg will have MORE scholars)
So the course that i want to get into is no longer valid for me.
COP is 10/11. (for SP and NP)
Thanks to all the retarded students.
I tried changing my target to the 2nd course that im interested in
COP is 12/13 (again for SP and NP)
So for the R4 subj, i have to get at least A2 for each subj, or even A1.
cannot get a single B.
Let alone C.
WOW.
Even if i work extremely hard now, i cannot get ALL distinctions.
for goodness sake, some of my seniors started preparing for Os around Aug, yet they cannot get all distinction. They could get at most 4/5. (Ok i aint despising them, becos im NOT better than them)
The world is unfair, there's no justice. (wow, sounds abit like Low kay hua's latest novel, Lilith)
What i can say to me is, find a suitable course's COP that is between 15 to 20.
Click HERE for the whole list of COP for 2009.
Then you'll realise that if you get >20, you cant really get into 90% of the poly courses.

MOT has updated!

2009-09-21T00:37:00.005+08:00

Geez, MOT just updated! ^^
It's about Neoprint action. roflmao super funny.
And someone left comment to that post (nothing related to neoprints)
he/she twitted (on purpose) saying,
"HAI GAIZ. welcome back"
at first i thought the person is sighing.
-after re-pronouncing HAI GAIZ several times-
CHEY! It's "Hi Guys" LOL!
I love this kind of thingy. Hahaha
currently waiting for EFHL ep 16 to be out!

Just webcam-ed with my sister!! Weee. guess what? She got lotsa Lee Min Ho's posters + Rain's for freeee. rofl. & she's giving to me. how cool is that? :p(P.S. im going to fetch my loveliest sister on this Thursday night!!!)
Tmr will be going to hendersonCC for badminton! :D

editted

OMG im so looking forward to EFHL episode 17 lah!

epi 16 was a nice one! Yay DF finally made ZZ lose everything :)

Ep 17 Qiao En and Bue will be back! So happy~ muahaha.

2009-09-20T01:29:00.002+08:00

我就像住在童话世界里

所有画面都是你

紊乱的心跳只想沉浸在

你专属于我的怀抱

Neutral

2009-09-19T20:38:00.002+08:00

Met up with Yuanyi and went to PS today! :)
(hahaa, the word PS still reminds me of smth! Shermeen, Pohseng and I were in a group tgt last year during prefects and.... hahahaha Shermeen should know about it! What a pity, I took all these events/memories for granted. Now i regretted. Total failure, right? :D) For i always thought these would go on forever and ever.
FINALLY i managed to buy "Lilith" and "A photogenic life"!!! *peace sign*
HOWEVER! there's a side effect. Im officially broke. my piggybank has NO MONEY LEFT.
ok, whatever! Shall not spend $ on food again! :(
Talked about stuffs... Totally disappointed. Both of us were discussing about "love is blind" that phrase... HAHAHA. I thought that phrase is fucking mushy for people to say.
But, it REALLY IS. Well, we cannot talk about it as well, because maybe when both of us are in love, we also blind. so we cannot judge people!!! (But ahem, she IS in love right now, blissfully attached with her deardearrrrrrrrrr *clears throat*)
K, I dont wish to discuss/think of that matter already. boils my anger zzzz.
& went back home, finished reading Lilith! ^^ weee. A very nice story, but quite.... disgusting.
It should be NC16 book, HAHAHA. walao, even i cannot stand it, for some parts :\
I am feeling (title) now. Currently troubled by certain matters.
Yes, when im troubled, I WANT TO SLEEP.
I WILL WATCH WO CAI AT 1130PM!!

My sister is currently in Seoul.. Asshole la.

OEI! Must enjoy your trip la. buy beautiful things for your lovely meimei ^^

& rmb to mail me the details of what time you'll be reaching Sg ok!

YOUR MEI/ROOMMATE will come fetch euuuu! :D

See, examinations are on YET i wanna fetch you leh! Be honoured.

Ok, just enjoy and RMB TO MAIL ME THE DETAILS!!! IF NOT IM GONNA KILL U!

(p.s. i know YOU will definitely be reading this! IM SO SMART! THE SMARTEST! SMARTEST THAN YOUUUUU! & stop calling me "siao" infront of your macbook -.-)

NUS

2009-09-19T02:46:00.002+08:00

Went to NUS next wave concert today :)
P.S. look at the timing for this post
Awesome! But, UCC is a place whereby some memories are stucked onto.
okkk, i really feel so much better after ranting at my tumblr :)
seriously personal blog is GOOD! My 1st impression of that was "eh lame nobody to read your blog why bother to even blog it. talk to the wall meh?"
Now i understand why people does that :)
HEHEHEHE. coolxzx.

goodyboooooooooks

2009-09-18T16:54:00.002+08:00

Helloelloello.
Emath paper2 was allright today, just that i rushed/scribble for the last few qns.
My handwriting is horrible.
ok, so another relaxing day for me :D
I've successfully controlled my temptation to watch EFHL.
Yes, im done with episode 15 just now.
Weee. im gonna buy Low Kay Hua's latest novel tmr! ^^
Low kay hua's fans listen up! (or maybe you know about it alr)
There'll be a promotion from 19th Sept to 21st Sept!
(p.s. i aint advertising for the sake for $, FYI he doesnt give me $ for doing so LOL)

"Buy Lilith with a 7% Discount, and get to purchase other books at 20% discount! FREE Lilith Limited Edition Poster + Bookmark for each purchase (first 300 customers only)!Book will be autographed by the author!"

For more info, click the sentence above :D
Going to Plaza Sing to buy Lilith tmr! ^^
*pesters daddy/mummy for -dollar sign-*
i've read his love/family relationship stories, wow all touching!
(but ONLY the mummy&daughter's relationship... I cried like hell)
Yea, finally his latest novel is not about family/love! It's about JUSTICE.
More details, click here :)

"Why create man and woman from the same Earth, then let woman be the submissive one?"

"Because in this malicious world, when a man fucks a woman, the man always emerges as the winner"

WEEEE TOTALLY = MY THINKING!!! :D
-well, just cannot stand irresponsible man-

101% excited about this story.
Well i hope Lilith will not end up REGRETTING her actions. because i dont think what she did was wrong, her braveness is superb. Even though i feel that there's no 100% justice in the world, i wouldnt dare to do smth like what she did :s
P.S. it's fiction yeh.

Going to UCC to catch NUS - the next wave later! Yipee.
Can get to see my Gwenny :D hahahaa!
That's all. Thanks to my illness (that-might-act-up-anytime), I havent been eating proper meals.
I didnt had dinner for 3 consecutive days, wonderful. (but im having dinner for today! Just a healthy meal that dearest momma prepared for me~)
I skipped breakfast and smt, lunch as well.
I just dont feel like filling my stomach, like the past.
HAHAHA!!! Congrats me (:

Ohyah, Carmen gave me a CD few days ago. I love it!
It consists of her own song and her momma's! ^^ thankyou so much!

torturings..

2009-09-17T20:29:00.004+08:00

When i woke up ytd morning, that was the 2nd worst day out of my sixteen years of life.
(1st worst day was during tuesday morning...)
I isolated myself during the exam held in the hall. LOL Mr G. Lee is super cute.
He gave me those transparent plastic bag in case i suddenly vomit. LOL.
Thankfully i didnt.. or else..... (fill in your imagination)

Today, totally GG. History and Amath paper fell on the same day.
Furthermore both of these subjects are my weakest.
Furthermoremore ytd I practically SLEPT FOR THE WHOLE DAY, i started reviewing my History at 11pm zzzz. Amath i just scanned thru TYS. wow.
Tyvm ah, whoever-set-the-prelim-schedule.
Feel so much better today already, because i visited the doctor ytd night.
AIYO. The doctor concluded that it's either i got Stomach Flu or Food Poisoning..
Ohmygosh. I ate something on Monday in school (1 of the stalls) and i felt like this on tuesday morning.
ok, i won't ruin their reputation ah. (:
I wont eat their *** again!
After Amath paper today, i finally got to get close to Issac (L)(L)(L)
as for the past few days Mum doesnt allow me to get near to him D:
Then prepared to meet 2 of the blogshop owners to get my things!!! Hahah.
While i was travelling to JE, wt*.
wah seriously i dislike A.T. (figure out yourself what am i saying) !!!!
RVHS somemore! gosh, i really wonder how they managed to get into an IP school sia.
(or maybe he isnt an A.T.? Whatever, he just looks like one)
y'know, i love to lean against glass panels when im inside the mrt.
then this particular ~~guy~~boy (i changed it becos i feel that he has no manners, so i assumed that he isnt mature) come standing beside me, tgt with his gf or girl-friend.
He was trying to show off his (new) phone to her or smth la.
then i overheard him saying smth like "i can also take pic anywhere" (OBVIOUSLY in chinese, hinthint)
Then he suddenly stood diagonally beside me and took picture thru the glass panel.
I chua tio ok. because when i was in p6, i had a super bad experience in mrt.

there's this pervertic guy, who stood beside me and said "hi, whats your name?"

(p.s. i was holding onto the pole)

at first i got stunned la, i ignored. after that i kinda feel bad for ignoring. So i told him my name.

He smiled widely at me and grabbed onto the pole as well.

(p.s.s. his hand was above my hand)

then slowly, he moved his hand downwards. until he touched my hand!!!!!

So i immediately moved further down. and he continued to move tgt with me zzz.

I just feel abit awkward, wondering if that's his gesture of knowing new friends (wth im really that stupid)

And guess what? when i reached tiong bahru, i even bid goodbye ~~(to him)~~!

If I had been sixteen years old instead of twelve years old then, I would ignore him without hesitation.

K thanks for reading my awful experience 4 years ago.

Yes, back to the A.T. boy. Obviously im afraid the history would repeat itself again.
In the end he was just taking pictures thru the glass panel wtf.
ok, 1st tme, i control myself.
2nd time, wah i wanna bash him la. he stood directly INFRONT of me (continuing to show off his phone camera skills) & take pictures THRU the glass panels, again.
obviously he has to raise his camera in order to show-off-his-so-called-pro-camera.
Ok, readers, please imagine now.
an A.T. boy (it's ok if you still dont know the meaning of AT) wearing a RV uniform, standing directly infront of you, about 1 arm's length away from you, RAISES HIS HAND (in my case, to take pictures). WTF. please. i am so disgusted by that sight ok.
I just recovered not long ago and never wanted to vomit again.
Now, his ARMPIT IS INFRONT OF ME. walaoooooo, it's not that i despise ppl with awful smell.
It makes me wanna vomit right infront of him! DAMN. zzzz
never even say EXCUSE ME. he just practically treat me as an invisible human being.
After that, he turned back and talked to that girl, his bag kept on hitting onto me.
"Ding dong, Jurong East Interchange"
WAH I HEAVED A SIGN OF RELIEF WHEN I HEARD THAT.
so what if he is in RV? so what if he is in the best school?
Tsk, he doesnt seem to know any basic manners.
(yes i know everyone is imperfect. but wah, basic must have right)

Yes, this post is specially dedicated to him :D
couldnt believe i spent 0.5hours writing this.

super unlucky

2009-09-15T20:15:00.002+08:00

omg the first day of prelims is super unlucky.
my chemistry = gone case.
Halfway through the paper i felt as though im gonna vomit.
then i check my temperature, 38 degree celcius! :(
I was sleeping all the way when i reached back home.
tmr's emath and sci practical = GG.
I cannot memorise things! my head will be super "heavy".
thanks lor, thursday's HISTORY i can totally flunk it.
im thinking, should i even go for history test -.- because even if i go i wont score well.
SIANZZZZZZ LA.
& idk if tmr i should isolate myself to do the test.. im afraid ltr my virus kanna other people.

k, im just here to let the whole world know how unlucky i am. D:

prelimmmmmmmmm

2009-09-15T00:53:00.002+08:00

ok, prelims are starting again tmr. (dot)
I've decided not to study Venice for SS, insufficient time! :(

& i wish that after checking our prelim papers, we'll have study breaks!!!!
MANY SCHOOLS ARE HAVING THAT! D: -jealousy-

2009-09-12T22:04:00.003+08:00

dear God, please tell me how am i supposed to feel right now.
im just so sick and tired of everything.
i am hyper sensitive. (that explains why there's a time whereby i wrote 'don't assume that i am a happy-go-lucky girl just because of my contagious laughter')
Even when my friends commented something bad about me and explained to me that they were just kidding, i'd still take it to heart and never forget it. im serious.
So now, what am i supposed to feel? ebullient or depressed?
Ytd i told myself to calm down, but now i cant.
I really wish that i can vanish into thin air/got killed by car accident/someone just run towards me and stab me to death (whatever, anything that can make me close my eyes and no more stress+problems)
LOL. whenever i type 1 sentence, i'll be breathing slowly.
What hurts me the most is your relatives, talking behind your back. wow, normally when we talk about 'talking behind your back' is referring to friends.
but now, relatives. how great :)
i didnt know relatives are THAT hypocrities.
when you're infront of them, they'll claim "a little laaaaaa"
when you're gone, they'll complain like "it's VERY lor"
if the ones who critisize me about my physical appearance are strangers, friends, i would just ignore it. (like who caresssss, although deep inside my heart i still kinda care)
but now, relatives/family. God, tell me how do i handle this situation then?
Yea, as the saying goes... "you live for yourself and not others, so dont care about ppl's comments"
but i believe this saying doesnt work on me anymore. (well maybe becos im too sensitive and paranoid)
Yes, you have guessed correctly! It's about the 4 letter word, starting with F.
FATS.
I want to let the whole world know how loathesome i am yeh.
& i fucking hate ppl who wants to lose weight when they are actually LIGHTER than me.
thanks for that sarcasm, i'll take it.
i dont even care if you are using sarcasm or purely wants to lose weight.
what's wrong with the world right now. What inner beauty is more important than outter?
BULLSHIT. Please.
Guys, please search your DEEP souls and tell me if you agree with that sentence.
90% of their answers are "physical appearance is more impt"
imagine a woman with fucking disgusting look, but she is helpful, kind, sincere, almost spare a thought for others.
ALL OF THEM WOULD BE TURNED OFF.
so STOP saying inner beauty is the most impt thing in the world. eat shit ok?
Yes, i DID try to do some simple exercises, skippings, etc at home.
but nothing is happening. my fats are still sticking onto my stomach, my thighs, my shoulders, my face.
WHAT CAN I DO?! & someone told me it's becos i continue to eat so many foods.
fine. maybe from now on i shant eat anything you BUY/COOK for me.
i will still eat la, (duh) but i wont eat so much.
believe it or not, i started to eat like nobody's business because everytime that PARTICULAR someone will tell me " DO NOT WASTE FOOD ".
So i started to love eating, as i dont wish to waste food.
You will never know that-kind-of-feeling when you WANT to wear beautiful clothes, yet you CANT because of your figure, and you can only envy people who wears it.
+ You had alr tried ways to slim, but you are JUST FAT. you cant do anything about it. You'll NEVER Know (if you are a skinny kia)
(dont tell me about eating slimming pills)
allright fine, i shall stop here. whats the point for writing all these? skinny people wont understand how i feel. Unless you are fat, you dont have the fucking rights to talk to me about this matter.
& i dont even wish to see any comforting comments, idiotic comments infront of me.
TYVM.
now you know how pathetic/loathesome i am.

temptation

2009-09-09T20:51:00.002+08:00

WTH Easy Fortune Happy Life is extending the episodes! T.T damn it, the episodes tempt me!!!
Im currently on episode 12, halfway thru.
Dont really wish to continue becos i stopped at the part whereby it's not significant
(reason: i wont be tempted to continue watching)
BUT AAAAH! I saw people saying Fu An must have something with Dong Jie.
shit D: i still love Da Feng ley, muahaha.

Im studying chemistry by doing TYS. hope i can do well..
sigh, im afraid of SS worhxz.

& OHMYGOSH! Kim Hyun Joong (korean "F4" BOF) is diagnosed with H1N1!
I was flabbergasted when i saw that news. SO SUAY MEH.
okkk, he's currently hospitalised in Tokyo.
Get well soon!

lyy's celebration

2009-09-09T01:56:00.006+08:00

Celebrated this fella's bday today!

(take today as yesterday k. I know i always blog so 'early' haha)

Went to Jurong Point SPECIALLY to have a specialised cake for birthday queeeen.

Yes, this is the one!! The icing room :) Recommended :p

We started off by decorating the sides.

I KNOW ITS NOT FABULOUS, because it's our first time having to do this allright, haha.

Hope we'll have MORE chances to practise our 'skills' ! :D

Heheh

& finally.. it's DONE!

Trained back to Tiong arcade! 1, 16 and I played bball!

Saw Qiaoting, Sining and others. haha.

16 went to hide while 1 and I went to 18chefs.

That's when OUR PLAN STARTS :D

Yuanyi, 1stly the cake aint from angie the choice. it's from the icing room.

2ndly, ALL OF US met up long ago at around 12pm+. Heimun, Gwen and Joyce were "late" as it was part of our plan.

I asked them to serve ice-cream now -- that's the hint for taking out the cake from the kitchen.

HAHAHA! You got cheated :p

End of confessions.

1 and I had to wait for the queen to arrive, so while waiting...

Camwhored :D

Haha and 1 of the waiters was hilarious.

He kept on disturbing us... TSK.

& while we turned on Self-Timer, he purposely stood beside our table & look at the "end product" of the picture..

HAHAHA OUR FACIAL EXPRESSION LIKE WANNA SHIT. (we wanted to laugh + embarrassed so this is our bearing expressions)

Had our student meals and surprised the queen with the cake.

Some of the workers at 18chefs even sang bday song tgt with us! ^^

we really (L) their attitude and service :D that's the main reason why i love 18chefs a lot!

PLUS! Their pasta is really delicious TTM!

So what if a restaurant serves heavenly-food but their service sucks?! ._.

Weee, the queen was abashed when she saw heimun holding onto the cake! ^^

should have taken picture of her facial expression :(

She LOVES the card to death! & she's gonna display it on her wall :p

If you ask any of the waiters to help ya take picture, they'll say...

"1, 2, 3 cheese baked pasta/rice!!"

HAHA SO CUTE!

Aww the cake is yummy! It is a vanilla cum fruit cake. Well, i dont even dare to attempt FRUIT cake, but this cake is WOW. (:

Woah, what surprised me more was that all the workers who served our table just now waved and bid goodbye to us when they saw us leaving. AIYO, so honoured B)

(p.s. i dont mind working at there! Weee)

We played at the arcade again :p

WAH I CAN DIE MANZ. I played House of the Dead with Cass (hand pain like shit), followed by bball. aaaaah. i can feel my muscles (!!) HAHAHA. + i sweat easily -.-

In conclusion, today's celebration for our dearest LYY was organised by these people! (L) x100.

Went back home and took a nap! ^^

Issac is super cute ok, AS ALWAYS!!

(He's having fever! Awww)

Gosh i love this picture the most! CUTEYYYYY.

Hope the queen enjoyed her celebration although it's a short one (:

Oh, i forgot to mention that I dreamt of Ethan Ruan saving me you know. HAHAHA.

& I think im really shifting to tumblr, after O lvl ends :)

*Please help me to click on the nuffnang ads! tyvm :D* it'll just take less than 5seconds to do so, muahaha.

imissthatdreamalotbecausemaybeimissthefeelingofbeinglovedbysomeoneyoulove. 090909, itseemsveryfamilartome...&whyamithinkingofthis?

Lack of...

2009-09-08T03:03:00.003+08:00

Happy sweet 16th Birthday, L.Yuanyi! :D

lalalalaa. Too close until i have nothing to say to you! MUAHAHA. score well for Os :) & thankyou so much for making the video tribute for my birthday :p love that video to death! Gonna lock this video into my life for sure. If my lappy is getting reformat or smth, i'll "save" the video out first! ^^v & im gonna upload the tribute you did for me on facebook! P.S. got your retarded actions :p

Sometimes, Music can only be my companion.
It understands the feeling i have right now, what i'm yearning for...
Anyhow, guess WHAT?!
Wow, i get to talk to the owner of eighteenchefs today! B)
Ok, take t-o-d-a-y as 7th Sept.
Not about personal affairs pls ._.
He was explaining to me about SOMETHING, which cannot be revealed here :p

Dined at Sakae Sushi with family. AIYO someone never join us worxzx!
Had my favourite cheeeesy chicken + rice :)
Tired. Completed Deyisec physics paper (not really, lazy to do the last few qns) and some emath's paper..
Feel that i didnt do ENOUGH. 1 week of revision is almost up my dear.
I'm gonna be SO DEAD. motivation please!

Later for 18chefs ^^

less

2009-09-06T19:23:00.001+08:00

Been addicted to Online shopping recently! TIAN AHHHH.
Thanks Goodness I don't have ibank, if not my pocket will have a big hole! O.O

&I regretted. I shouldnt be scared that you will misunderstood or whatever.
Lame. I shouldnt look away, I should have irritate you with that fucking face.
Oh, sorry, this post aint meant for you =)

EFHL

2009-09-06T03:49:00.005+08:00

Ohmytian, i shy already.
within 2 days i've completed 10 episodes of EFHL LOL!
Ah, next episode for me will be 11 :D
I wanted to continue watching, but look at the time now. few more minutes to 4am! AH.
I dont mind as I've slept for 12hours today .__.
& that caused me to be super late for meeting weili to study.
Mandy arranged to meet weili at 2pm, Burgerking.
In the end, Mandy woke up at 2:36pm.
LOL. Going "mia" not bad. At least i know ppl cares for me, LIKE WEILI!
MUAHAHA. She thought something happened to me :p
aiyo so touched!
So we went to study! She studied HISTORY (which made her feel extremely bored) while I did Physics!
There's a bunch of guys sitting beside us, doing their things as well.
I saw the questions! it was EMATH ISP PAPER.. hahaha, but they arent from henderson.
tsk, all the questions we do are "popular" manz. I thought we'd have something special~
went to McCafe after that. aiyo im seriously broke already. thanks to SWL for tempting me to buy the oreo cake! T.T

K, im still considering if i should sleep, or do more assignments until the sun rises? :\
Aiyaaaaaaaa Yan da feng is making me drool :p

EH OMG I love this scene! wahaha. look at his smile!
But i LOVE another scene better! The part whereby QiaoEn forces Blue to smile and she took a pic of it!

Manz, guys with dimples are just soooooo...

sorry for the hua-chi-ness.

2009-09-04T19:09:00.001+08:00

Ohmytian, Easy Fortune Happy Life is extremely addicting!!!
But no worries, i know when to Study hard and play hard :p
Im just playing hard for today.

However, the opening theme song suck man zzz

eighteen chefs

2009-09-03T22:41:00.004+08:00

Happy sexy 16th Birthday, Eugenia love!

i've sent you the message i had for youuuuuuu this morning! Jyjy.

YAY finally got to taste eighteen chefs at Tiong bahru today with Jonathan, CindyF, Yj, Kg, Kw, Marcus, Weiren, Terence & Chrisopher! (very long never see them already!)
Just as i expected, the food was delicious TTM.
Relief spilled over me (HAHAHA ENGLISH PAPER TMR!) when i found out that creamy mango is the right sauce for my pasta!
In addition, the price is extremely reasonable.

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!!

Many of the workers there are ex-convicts.
The boss of eighteen chefs was an ex-convict and a former drug addict..
Yeah, so he wanted ex-convicts to know that they are not useless in the society. wow so cool!
Lazy to upload pictures here.
Tmr marks the start of prelims.
jiayou.

I saw something in the afternoon and i found out that.. love can be a real hassle at times. Although this aint happening to me, i still feel sad for them. The most hurtful thing is that you love someone and want to be with him/her a lot, yet you know they don't treat you the same way like you do. Awww, so sad.

&Paris and Milan next thursday LAST EPISODE! ZZZZ, I want more!

weee

2009-09-01T02:28:00.002+08:00

Lan cheng long!

K, i know i shouldnt be watching Easy Fortune happy life RIGHT NOW,

but i got tempted :s only 2 episodes.

It's nice ley!!! T.T (sincerely hope that Os can be really over soon! it's like a enormous rock blocking my path!)

This guy up there is the main lead of that show.

WALAO i fa hua chi already ~.~

He's an actor cum model.

+ i realised something...

Ethan Ruan is an actor cum model...

Hayami is also an actor cum model...

DAMN IT WHY AM I SO INTO ACTOR + MODEL GUYS?!?! D:

the proposal

2009-08-31T21:13:00.002+08:00

BYD + teacher's day celebration.
While i was walking to liliang's house in the morning,
many ZPS kids + other passerbys were looking at me. -_-
well, idk what's the reason. (ugly? pretty? become taller? fat? skinny?)
HAHAHAHAHA yeh go ahead and suan me :p
wooo im loving the base breakers (or bass?!) performance!!
I love THAT kind of dance! weee. might be joining dance club if i (can) get into poly.
I dont think i wanna join cheerleading alr. i have a phobia of heights T.T
& the celebration is extremely short lor -.- did not have enough fun!
Camwhored, went back home as i couldnt tahan the pain on my foot anymore.
Ah sucks. Heels are nice, but it's super pain. zzzz.

After that went to meet Weili at tiong, watched The Proposal ^^
Nice one! I rate it 4/5 :)
Some parts are hilarious.
however.... -.-
1) there's an old lady who kept on laughing with that-kind-of-annoying-laughter
URGH SUPER IRRITATED. The boy beside me also got annoyed.
2) That boy (beside me) is super #($)*#()! also.
He watched it with his friend, and he kept on telling her what will happen next AKA SPOILER!!!!
(i assume that this is not his 1st time watching)
damn it sia. I dont mind spoiler, BUT NOT WHEN IM ENJOYING THE MOVIE! ZZZ.

"later you see, Andrew did something funny" / "zhe li hen hao xiao" / "ji zhu na ge nan ren, deng yi xia ta hui hen hao xiao"

WAH WTF. F off man -.- I feel like using my earpiece to block my ears k. Cinema should provide earpiece for the sound.

Updated my tumblr ^^v
My sister told me that final destination SUCK. HAHAHA Heng ah!
It SEEMS nice, but hahaha. the movie very sucky. (from what i heard from her)
& i wanna shop for foooood at ion ley! There's lotsa favourite food FOR ME :D
Can i have no fats in my body, at the same time i can eat whatever i want?!

Ans: Exercise at least 5 times a week.

wah, thankyou manz. really gonna RE-consider doing that...

-

2009-08-31T00:47:00.002+08:00

Might not be using blogger. :\
it's getting more boring!
Hehe, potential: Tumblr. it looks nice!! just created one.
(Not gonna use onsugar, livejournal, wordpress)
Not gonna announce to the whole world, YET.
Im waiting for my hair to dry before lights out.

P.S. I want to buy a hat! ^^v

B&W

2009-08-30T01:46:00.002+08:00

Eyes getting watery... (due to tiredness)
Went to bugis today (or yesterday?) with X56 :D
Met up with 8 first.
Wah, had a hard time finding the top that we want.
& there's this annoying sales~~lady~~ELDERLY in that particular shop!
Please, i wont even STEP into that shop again. negative 1000 points.
P.S. i detest salesgirl informing all the customers that EVERYTHING IS GOOD/BEST. example, if you are browsing a skirt, they'll say "yesyes this one is very good" / "alot of people bought this" and after that you looked at other stuffs, they'll repeat the same thing. (okay maybe not exactly the same but overall the hidden purpose is the same)
Wth. You're the one selling, so you'll definitely claim that all the stuffs are the best.

ALL FEI HUA.

ZZZZZZZZ I hope the bosses will sack this kind of people. Please lor.
It's either you DONT comment anything about it or you give your honest opinions (e.g. actually this one might not be the best etc)
&Oh, i also detest salesgirls who keeps on following me around when im browsing things -.-
I have no privacy at all please. it's worse than a bodyguard i swear.
If customers want something, they'll definitely come and ask you what. Are Singaporeans THAT lazy?! just make sure that you're standing at somewhere whereby customer can easily notice you.
*rolls eyes*
In the end 5 of us didnt buy the same top, 11 and 16 got the same while me, 8 and 1 got the same top :D
by the time we finishing dealing with the tops, it's already 5pm+ ZZZ.
so rush off with Yuanyi as she accompanied me to buy necklace and shoe.
not bad lar, although bugis street is super crowded and STUFFY,
i spent $26 in total for a top, necklace and heels. (worth it la)
To be honest, this is my FIRST time shopping with friends for *top to toe*

Went Tiong bk to find Janice and co to pass them the zilian pic of 4e2 LOL.
Weeee Thanks for walking me back home 8 :p
Tried on all the thingyyyyyyys, Dad was hilarious as ever.
confidential. HAHAHA.

Omtian, The proposal seems nice leyyy!
Maybe gonna catch it with Weili (wooo) and Heimun? Not sure :p
(Qin ai de wei li, Im lazy to upload the pic! Next time k? wah you want to show the world how many different poses you have ah?! HAHAHA :D)
& Yiliang has gone crazy!
He's at a club now and calling me.
SO NOISY! AIYO.
I wanted to hear his voice when he gets drunk mah :s (but cannot hear! the music is soooo loud)
He asked me to sms him at 12am (that's the time when he got drunk)
In the end he said Not so high heading to zirva -_-
So this shows that Drunk people cannot talk/sms normally :)
k, i know that's lame but. it's PROVEN by Lee yiliang k. HAHAHA. joking la!

P.S. Laoda aka Chuayaojue is finally back from Bangkok!! Im gonna smack him manz, never buy anything for me D:
EH IF YOU ARE SEEING THIS, YOU BETTER COME TO HENDERSON ON MONDAY HOR. I want to get my present!!! *eyes widely opened with innocent smile*

orphan

2009-08-29T12:02:00.003+08:00

Hi, luckily im still alive after catching Orphan.
gosh, that's my FIRST NC16 movie, what's more, my companion was SIMWEILI :D
I'll just sum up, becos im heading over to Bugis soon to meet my x56~
Dashed down to vivocity to meet up with Weili.
Wah her dressing was super "adult-ish" ya know? LOL!
For the past few days we have been pestering Xiaohui if she could lend us her ic to weili as she is not an official SIXTEEEEEEEEEN.
Thankfully she agreed :D thanks!
haha, when we were about to enter, i kept on thinking "what if the guy asks for IC? what if the guy says it doesnt look like the pic on the ic? what if..." because vivo gv is super grand and huge, so im sure that they would check carefully etc.
When we reached the entrance,

The guy just checked the movie ticket and told us "Enjoy your movie!"

ZZZZ. PEKCEK ANOT?!?! Yes that's something we should be rejoicing about, BUT WTH!
make me think of soooo many negative outcomes. dont believe you can ask Yuanyi and others. i kept on asking all my friends how to sneak in, what if that person ask me bla bla bla.
(maybe im really that pessimistic!)
k, enough of rantings.

Sadly, the show is still so popular, we had to sit at the 2nd row..
The sound effects is omg la. both of us were covering our ears! LOL.
& i FINALLY got to know what's wrong with Esther! :)
For those who wishes to watch orphan but cant because of your age...
google "watch orphan" and slowly you'll be able to see a website that has the movie.
but it's kinda low quality la. i think the person video the movie in cinema.
so if you're really THAT desperate to watch, go there! :p

Walked around vivo, slacked at sky garden to chitchat, camwhorings until 8pm+ LOL!
Thanks la i know you are GREAT! (stop your bhb-ness please :p)
damn, im still thinking of a way to sneak into FD4.
(blame my height for it)
but i guess.. for M18 movies, they'll definitely check my ic D:
& sadly, i dont have any friends that look alike! SIGHHHH.
But my sister gave me 10bucks to buy whatever i want as we cant catch FD4 tgt.
blows flying kisses to you WAHAHA.

Mr Sky, the white clouds on you look so beautiful.
Please dont allow grey clouds to come okay?
I want a beautiful weather today, I want suntanning. (LOL)
You have been crying for the past few days, so please. learn to smile! :D
(so "funny" worhx)

tears of rainbow

2009-08-27T21:02:00.000+08:00

K i know my title is totally lame, but i couldnt think of any!
Tmr gonna watch Orphan with Weili (hope i will still be alive after watching that.. LOL)
Saturday going out to shop with X56 (FINALLY!!!)

Monday is teacher's day celebration!!!

Tuesday is Teacher's day!

Thursday is the start of prelims!

so that means... next week we'll only have school on Wednesday,
but sadly, my timetable ends at 3.30pm.
(heard that there's no isp! OMG)

Would you want Os to be nearer or further?

I just saw screamed when i saw a beetle flying.
(Guess i must have irritated my neighbour with my loud voice wahaha)

Something just happened, but a rainbow has just appeared.

I want liliang to cheer up.

Mr LHA just messaged me super random things. (Humourous ah?!)

Eddy, i'll reply your tags next time. You bhb la you. HAHA.

I'll also reply other people's tags :) heh.

Prelims are almost "touching" me!!! Good luck everyone.

Mandy must treasure every moment she has now. Because it's just 2 months more, and she'll bid goodbye to secondary school already.

ff4

2009-08-26T21:38:00.000+08:00

Wah asshole, Final Destination = M18 zzzz
what GORY SCENES!!!
Well well, hopefully i can use my sister as an excuse. because i heard that if there's a mature adult accompanying you, there's a possibility that you'll be able to get in.
but im afraid the person wouldnt allow, and waste our time going there! D:
K, just had a talk with Mr Eddy Ng.
Wah he show off he can watch FF4 alr! :((((((
(hahaha that means you're OLD! :p)

...

2009-08-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry. Maybe the devil side of me acted up, again.

So proud of myself!! :D

2009-08-22T23:23:00.008+08:00

I wasted my Saturday, AGAIN! damn it.
All thanks to my procrastination. zzzz.
Managed to see Issac and Yuhern at my house playground there! WOOOOT Issac is so cute as ever! Yuhern is still the same, easy to be bullied. I really hope he cant be gentleman at times!! URGH, he's a gentleman in every singe way! NOOOOO. zzz. (although i admire gentleman-ness)
there are times when they SHOULDNT be giving way! because in the end they'll be hurting themselves. shit this.

Dined at Hans with Mummy! :)
Had cheese~~eeeee~~ omelette + egg mayo sandwich.
the omelette is yummylicious! AWWW IM CRAVING FOR IT NOW D:
& here comes the explanation of this post's title!
You know, im always a say-no-to-vegetables/certain fruits right?
WEEE After so much comfirmation regarding what they can help in my life (from my sis, parents, junjie, tv shows)
I decided to force myself to eat it. & it's cucumber.

So proud of myself (that explains the title) ! Thankyou dont have to applaud. I know junjie must be laughing at me now, hahahaha.

In order to reward myself for doing so, I spend $5 on this dessert, banana spilt!! :D

It cost $6.20 FYI. weee, im sucha filial daughter. I save money through the allowance that dad gave me lor! :)

the sense of satisfaction when i use my own "collected" money for treating mummy.. WEEE.

(gonna save more by not eating too much in school!)

I totally (L) Hans, although it's quite expensive. (most imptly it is the place where my parents met each other.. so the more i should support Hans!!)
too bad Soup-of-the-day was cream of tomato. ZZZ I WANT CREAM OF MUSHROOM LA.

Ohhh Yuanyi finally sent me the pic taken on SC farewell party!

The sec4s! (without yuanyi as she was the photographer haha)

Spot me. Hint: the long whose teeshirt is the longest HAHAHA (could barely see my shorts)

WOW! That's the buffet im referring to :)

EXCO'o8 photoframe!

Thankyou so much SC exco'o9 :) All the best!

Dont worry yuanyi im allright now! :) Please la, im not that stupid anymore. hehehe.

For now, i'll cherish whatever i've got. If i neglect other significant things around me just because of that trival matter, i think im really the stupid-est woman (wooo upgraded already) in the world!

When it's over, it's really over. (: i get that meanng!

& ANGYIXIN imyimyimy! D: can only meet up with you after Os, so sad! Ren jia hen xin ji mar!

My laoda aka yaojue is currently in Bangkok. Please buy me something if you see this. HAHAHA!!

I realise i owe 2 people dinner :\ which is yaojue and yiliang. wahahaa. AFTER MY OLEVEL LA LOL. & yiliang please dont bring me to club k? :p roflmao, kidding.

Orphan, im coming!!

Final destination, you'll be slighty later.. :)

Prelims, i am still not prepared to receive you.. D:

Olvls, shoo please. you are just like a performance item. Dont want it to come so fast, at the same time you want it to faster end. After it ended, you'll miss those times and hope time could rewind.

WEEEEE. dancer's philosophy :D

P.S. i can see Mr EddyNg's room lights are switched on!! :p stalker!

farewell

2009-08-22T00:28:00.002+08:00

Had SC farewell party today.
Took lotsa pictures!!! HAHAHA.
Games conducted at NE sq was hilarious.
I was like asking councillors to keep quiet and dont scream, but when im supposed to be running, i screamed like siao. HAHAHA yea that's the fun! :D
Woooo Regina has a new suitor! :D

& the buffet was 1 of the best that i've eaten.
Spaghetti!! (obviously with other foods) WEEE. hahaa.
I used the "eat slowly" method, yes i've succeed.
I cant even finish my food despite taking less food. (:
After dinner had a mini concert done by the new excos.
we love it a lot :D thanks for putting in the effort!
ahhhhh why the movie montage's background music is Friends Forever?! D:
idk why but i've been crying everytime i hear this song
depressed emotions struck onto me.
Sometimes i really miss doing duties, when im always whining about councillors stuff..
but i cant do that now. i thought between dance n SC, i will miss dance more.
and im totally wrong. honestly when i attend the dance inauguration, i dont feel like crying, instead i felt elated.
but for SC's, i feel so down.. reminds me of Mdm Abby Choo nominating me as a pref,
remembering Mrs Ng HM, Ms Wu and those senior prefects interviewing me before i could be a prefect.

I remember the times when prefects meet up for AGM, and that's the time when i got to know im actually in VECO.

I remember the times when we had mass morning exercise in the parade sq together as a whole team during the prefects' 1day camp.

I remember the times when we had to SHOUT when singing the national anthem.

I remember the times when we were being punished and most of us gave black faces.

I remember the times when we were doing duties, many Hendersonians were "scared-of-us".

I remember the times when we finally got invested and orange tie arrived (we were whining away).

I remember the times when I got to know im part of the exco 2008.

I remember the times when Mrs desouza is forever supporting the excos, as well as me!

I remember the times when i had to dash up to the art room to get something for Mrs desouza.

I remember the times when we had to plan a skit for Mrs Yeo's farewell concert.

I remember the times when Dhurkesh made everybody laugh.

I remember the times when teachers scolded us, hoping that we'll change for the better.

I remember the times when we had to usher parents/important guests to enter the hall.

(our feet were in pain)

No matter how much i miss those times, it can never come back.
i hate to bid goodbye. yes that's what im feeling now.
Although it's just about pref, it makes me think about friends.
I'd be saying "aiya 3 more months there wont be anymore friends' conflicts already."
Deep inside my heart i know, it also meant that 3 more months my secondary school life has officially ended, and i wont be seeing my friends every weekdays.
I wont be able to "complain" (in a joking way) that i everyday see my friends until i sian (ahahaha)
I wont be able to tease them anymore. I wont be able to do lotsa things...
Just hate to end something that i treasure a lot.
&i'll definitely miss that kind of itchy feeling.
Honestly for the past few days, i've been blaming myself for ending sucha deep friendship that i've ever had. yes i know im the one who caused this to happen. but whats the fucking point for saying all these here? i can make myself feel 10% better, but NOTHING can change the facts.
Hoping that i could get on with life.

As we go on, we remember, all the times we had together.

we will still be, friends forever.

(there wont be anymore "friends forever" between us. If only i could rewind time)

the hardest thing,

2009-08-19T18:19:00.002+08:00

Hate today, to the max.
zzz super dissatisfied. If only...
I have so many things to complete tonight.
Oh, and English oral is a disaster. Bang wall la.
how come day3 super hard? day1 and 2 seems easy lor.
Ours is MORE of Geog, damn it History students die liao.
yes whine whine whine.
&I find it super hard to talk to you D: it's even HARDER to even look at you.
why is that happening? in the 1st place i DID not expect this to happen.
i should really think twice before doing smth. sometimes i couldnt help but blame myself for it...

forever

2009-08-18T17:18:00.003+08:00

TOMORROW IS THE DAY.

Die-hard praying!! :((((

I hate to face the music, but no point hiding.
I've always believe in something;
you gain something, you lose something.
& it's happening to me right now.. at the moment.
T.T Though im very satisfied with what i have now, (...)
(it's natural for human beings to demand for more)
i hope my small little finger recover!!! D: it's an accident, nobody wants it to happen.
I dont mind hurting my right finger, BUT sadly it's my precious lefty! :(
Dang, my writing hand..
Nevermind. Being crazy with yuanyi nowadays are worth it. :s (dont bhb just becos i said that!)
Anw my hatest part: Goodbye.
(the fact is that nothing last forever, sigh)

Just now Issac pulled out my hair zzz. Whenever he gets excited he'll scratch me, hit me, and yes, pull my hair -.-
K, tomorrow jiayou.
lingering for good results. HEHEHEE. i wonder if you really feel the same way as i do.

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

fun

2009-08-16T03:13:00.002+08:00

Omg i want to slp alr, super tired.
Eyelids are getting heavier..
But im gonna blog now as later i wanna study!

Just summarise.
-Went swimming at anchorage with Sarah's float (it was fun)
-Dined at ikea
-bused to Liang court to meet family (excluding brother)

And i finally got to share this candy floss with sis after sajiao-ing with them

P.S. it's melon flavour. so cool la there's strawberry, lemon, mango flavour :p

Tiring day, gonna sleep, gdnightz.

Oh, i see. So i was a shit in the first place.

le danse de graduation

2009-08-14T23:57:00.004+08:00

Today is part of "my-beloved-memories-day".

Yes, Dance inauguration 2009!!!

Honestly i still remember last year's Inauguration day vividly.

Muisiew, Gwen, Felicia, Yanni and I were in a group, presenting "Seasons in the sun".

We were extremely nervous while singing.. Although all the audiences were the dancers.

Yes i know that kind of feeling, & i'll never forget. (you wish time could pass faster, but after you've completed your item, you would love to perform again and regret why didnt you treasure those times spent on stage just now)

HAHAHA. only performing arts' people get what i mean :D

2009 is the year whereby my batch was the one to step down.

& i finally have the feeling of seeing all the efforts my juniors had put in specially for me/us :D

I could see myself in them when they were over anxious and those NG parts.

sigh, time is really flying like nobody's business and it will never stop. Life just has to go on no matter what. Even if you're down, time doesnt wait for your tears/sadness to dry/end.

The stage beautifully decorated by our juniors... :)

Believe it or not, im still having that balloon-phobia.

(it's a long story. Supposingly, i LOVE balloons TTM)

Feel so honoured because we get to sit on the chairs :p

OMG they danced Nobody & Sorry sorry!!! HAHAHA.

I love it! Then passing us the trophies. Ohmy at first they couldnt find my trophy, so embarrassing la! D:

but yea, someone found it & passed it to Mrs Lim~

+ obviously the sec4s batch went crazy and camwhored like nobody's business.

& this year, we had buffet leh! SO HONOURED B)

Look at the differences. Pictures at the top were in 2008 while the bottom is 2009.

The same applies to this picture. ^^ (just that i've grown fatter -.-)

Couldnt think of any other poses, so 16 thought of this. I know you want to kiss me, that's why you came up with this pose :P

Formal worhxzxz!

Janel! :D (Eh hi Eddy!!)

XiaoHui! :D 10 years of friend!

Qiao, Jaz and I were taking jumpshot pictures :D hehehe we've gone crazy.

but it's fun kz!

Just waiting for Qiao to upload all the pictures so that i can have a good laugh :p

After Inauguration, went opposite school to meet 08 and liliang.

chitchatted awhile under liang's block, following by walking back home tgt with 08.

Aww i miss Issac SO MUCH! He's so chubby! :D

I was having dinner alone while watching taiwanese show (8pm channelU) & i was laughing away..

halfway i feel something tick-lish on my leg and i spot a beetle DAMN IT.

I jumped and hoping that it could fly outta the window. & YES IT DID. Thankyou for answering my prayers. HAHAHA.

Yiiiiiipeez get to watch FTLY on channelU again. Aww i feel like re-watchng ya know.

& i have the sudden urge to watch EFHL now. (i actually told myself to catch that show AFTER olvl T.T)

Went youtubing just now and i want to learn Sorry sorry dance movements!!!

Heh plus i found out that actually my sister sent me this song long long ago, just that im too lazy to listen to it.

I apologise, *blows flying kisses to youuuuuuuuu*

-Have you ever wondered why your stomach "needs" lotsa food before you could announce that you're full? :D

Yes, some of you might have heard it before. If you want yourself to be full by eating lesser, there's 1 advice for you.

EAT SLOWLY.

I dontknow how to define the word SLOWLY, but just dont eat too fast.

It's scientifically proven. Idk how to explain here but if you really want to know, ask me. HAHA.

Till then, :p tmr going to anchorage. Think it'll be the last time swimming le, the next time would be after Os. (but in december i wanna rebond hair again, so i wont be going to have any relationship with Chlorine water anymore. yaaaaaaaaah, sardsard D:)

(P.S. i want to go big splash badly, any kind soul who is willing to bring me there + be my tour for the day? :D)

describing (not)

2009-08-13T21:41:00.003+08:00

"hahaha" I came across 1 particular blog and laughed-out-loud.
1stly, the person couldnt get her/his spelling right.
I know my english aint perfect, but i'll take the effort to check up on dictionary.com if i have any doubts.
2ndly, the person did SOMETHING WRONG and he/she DARES to scold vulgarities. lol, seriously look down on those people.
I am protecting my juniors. Please, it's COUNCILLOR, NOT counSELLOR. what? you want some counseling? LOLLLLLLLLL.
Heh, if you know who am i talking about, :) good for you.
It's your own problem that you broke the school rule. We, as student councillors, have the right to stop you. Oh please, as if we give a damn to you. There are so many HSSians out there who get caught by us as well. Do you think we'll be affected by you? No no, you are VERY WRONG.
P.S. i didnt mention ANYBODY's name. If you want to assume, go ahead. There's no right or wrong answers.

(Fated to see that blog... eeee sucks, not going there ever again to spoil my mood. I still need to save my beauty mood for more exciting stuffs :D)
Actually i wanted to post quite an emotional post, but this particular person changed my mind to blog about him/her. Yes, 1 post for him/her is enough! tada.
+ Blogger is having problem, so i decided not to post about emotional stuffs anymore.
Till then, :)

i wanted to wish EddyNgYH happy birthday ytd, but stupid blogger aint working T.T
& Happy birthday Brian LUCKYTA MUSTOPO!!!! :D idk if you'll be reading this~
I'll make it COLOURFUL with BIG fonts ok? when blogger's problem is solved.
so meanwhile, try to bear with this small words :p EH, faster come back ok? I know you miss your dear little sister.... ^^v

will the future be a better one?

2009-08-10T00:19:00.002+08:00

Aiyo, read someone's archives (ok im being super random) & i miss the past a lot! (bear in mind, i NEVER say i want to go back to the past, i just miss those times)

I was extremely bored, until i went back to http://museum-of-twits.blogspot.com ! I am once a fan and forever a fan!

ohmytian, when i scroll down, i saw a zilian pic of Pring (A nickname for 1 of the authors). Idk if that's him BUT IT'S SUPER HILARIOUS AHAHAHA. Obviously he's trying to act cute like those ahlianz in their zilian picture.

Wahlao, I dont mind getting to know him as a friend lor! He will definitely add joy to my life HAHAHAHA (because the way he discriminates twit-ers (not twitter.com) are just so hilarious.

& i love the twitionary!! gonna post up some to share :D (P.S. i laughed-out-loud tgt with EddyNg on msn!!!) Btw, some of their examples given are also hilarious!

peepuhh/pipos - People

sharrpdarrhs - Shut up

shaeyy - Say (omg this is funny) E.g. euu arll dhenn dishhgustiingx larrhhs,, . aniih0ww shaeyy peeppuhhx .,, euu n0rtd anii betta canns ., ccb euu sh0 free gh0 masturrbadte larrhhs .,,

ferxt - FIRST (LOLLLLLL i thought it was FLIRT)

lopphe - Love (Walao i salute those twit-ers la!)

ees - Is (OMG zai!!!)

maown - My own (haha Eddy and I laughed at this)

karzeen - Cousin (It shocked me :o)

fhuarwk - Fuck (EH I LAUGHED LIKE SHIT AT THIS)

T - to (ok their explanation is hilarious) Explanation: By twits who wish to express sophistication when it's our 13045854th day knowing that word and their first.

baobei - Precious (EH I DIDNT KNOW THATS A TWIT. this one i disagree, but the explanation made me laughed as well!) I assume it means "precious" in Chinese. Err.. not very sure actually. :(
But Pokémon is [神奇宝贝] or something isn't it? Ahh cannot translate, nevermind.

Stead - calling your another half (ohmy i didnt know stead is a twit. ok i'll stop saying that!! But actually i've not been saying that for ages alr!)

fwing - THING (HAHAHAHA) luRbE dUncH cOsT a fWiNg
Initially I thought, "What's FWING? Fucking Thing? Fried Wings? Flying Wings? Thing? But all makes no sense."
Then I realised, it was THING afterall. Apparently, if love didn't cost a thing, they wouldn't be so lovesick and sob all day when they lose their STEADS.

Lim bei/bu - Your father/mother. Example: "limbei ka li g0ng n0rhhx. mAI snG sNg wiB jIeMui tOng!"

OK THAT'S ALL. im just being bored :D

happy birthday Singapore!

2009-08-09T19:27:00.006+08:00

YAY today is 9th August :) the date kinda reminds me of Recollections!!! SO FUN with Ms Chandran around + some jokers hahaha.

Afternoon went to Bugis street with mum and dad! ^^ bought a blouse and a belt. teehee. sadly, i couldnt find the dress that i wanted! T.T the rest suck. not nice. & i feel that bugis street's shops are kinda competing. wherever you go, you'll hear ppl shouting "1 for 10 dollar!"

Im currently watching NDP on Mediacorp channels :D ehhhhh, im waiting for 8.22pm to say the pledge together with other Singaporeans!! Just now while they were singing National Anthem, I STOOD UP AND SANG TGT AS WELL! Im so proud of Singapore!

Yesyes, Im so proud to be a Singaporean. Honestly I dont expect myself to be so honoured as a Singaporean eh. In the past I wanted to be a Japanese/Korean. but now, NOOOOOOOO WAY. (I think i've changed since i went to NDP with Simweili last year~ just feel that i am very fortunate)

Eh, if you think that im just trying to bootlick Sg, it shows that you dont understand me well.

AAAAH. Since this is my blog, i can rant ANYTHING i want. (: I want to comment on something. Those people who doesnt sing National Anthem and recite the pledge are a bunch of idiots. (haha starting to feel guilty?) i mean seriously. It was Mr Gaius Lee's words that made me sing and recite happily even if i have sore throat. He said in your secondary school life, it'll be the last time that you're going to sing & recite. In poly they dont do that anymore, unless you get into a jc. (well for ITE idk la)

Frankly speaking, I get super turned off when I see people NOT singing the National Anthem. aah just feel like going up to them and give them that WTF look. Since they dont like Sg, then dont stay here la! Nobody is stopping them to leave. Those ppl who are proud to be Singaporeans dont welcome them too. -.- a bunch of hypocrities. HAHAHA. So what if Singapore is a small little dot? We dont have natural disasters, we are multi-racial! In other countries they only have 1 culture. omg SO BORING! If not for Singapore, you guys wont be able to enjoy like you are having NOW. Heh

Ok I admit when i was in upper Pri, i dont sing and recite. (Now i feel kinda remorseful) HAHA. So i know how they (those who doesnt sing) feel. I saw my friend not singing and NOT EVEN PUTTING UP HER RIGHT HAND TO RECITE THE PLEDGE!!! So i tried to follow. The feeling is kinda COOL to me. But when i think about it now, I feel such an idiot. lol.

okk, in conclusion, I despise people who have no mouth to sing National Anthem + Pledge (full stop) hehehe. I GOT DO THAT ON WEEKDAYS OK?! So i have the right to voice out how i feel. Did i offend you? dont come here then :)

Ah D: i want to see my brother in his number 1 uniform!!! & I wish to perform on national day lor! OMG :( why cresecent girls' school dance club is always involved in it while Henderson is NOT?!?! :(

Lastly, Happy 44th Birthday Singapore!!! ^^

~Where i belong, Where i keep my heart and soul, where dreams come true for us

where we walk together hand in hand, towards the future so bright~

Marina barrage + ion

2009-08-08T15:12:00.008+08:00

Zenri- wahahaha the incident is sooo long ago already, :p
Priscilla- YA LOR I really regret A LOT! AYG is sooo nice! Esp their costumes!! sigh!
E- hihihi love, sorry for the 1 month late reply haha
Gerald- wow hehe THANKS!! i aint emo la. you then emo. haha
Nigel- link already!
sachiyo- because your chinese is really very funny :) TEEHEE. im used to seeing you writing english/korean/jap in your blog mah! Eh, thanks manz. i know you will treat me to delicious foods for my brithday, although it's KINDA belated <3
Amy- wahahah! If you want the BOF soundtrack, you needa go download it. hehe. google it! Nope i aint wearing contact lenses.. 1stly im kinda scared that i cant take it out on my own. 2ndly my parents dont allow me. OMG BUT I WANT TO WEAR IT AFTER Os!! :( teach me please!!! haha. yes im doing fine, thanks for the concern! we shall meet up someday ok?
Jieyin- wow NP EARLY EDUCATION?!?! actually i want to go that course, but i prefer Psychology and community services course. WOW NICE! Must share with me your experience in that course when we meet up tgt okay? :D i want to know MORE about attachments! & i'll link you! Heh okay thanks girl for being there. at least i know someone is there for me if i need someone to talk to regarding Olvl. haha. when did you start revising for Os huh? :( im just worried about my ENGLISH! for the rest, i believe i can do well if i practise more. but ENGLISH is a subject that cant be improved no matter how much exercises you do, unless you truly understands the passage.. :(
Magdelene- hahah you came here via your sister's blog right :p
Joash- hahaha YES im not pretty la. because you are prettier ROFL! Ok must swim again next time allright! :D
Q- hehe sorry for the superb late reply. icic, cool. his house is very nice right!!! I love the swimming pool there eh :$ i wonder when are we gonna see each other again :( maybe we should have primary school gathering! wooo.
mrtse- HEY you very bad! Leave HSS also never tell me!! Aww your word STUDY HARD made me feel guilty.. :( Olvl result release you must be here ok? HAHAH!
Agnes- yay because you managed to catch the soft toy for me :D
Jasminehu- HAHAHA EH THANKS FOR THE SPAMMING AH!! :p
Jueyu- thanks! :D YEAAAAA let's watch all the shows tgt! :D
Huiling- rofl YOU ARE LOR! Since you are Mrs Seetoh's hope, it shows that you are capable of scoring great results! All the best for your Olvl chinese results :p
lol- haha thanks for informing but i already know about his website long ago. :D yea the ending is sadddddddddd.
passerby- 99 ci wo ai ta & Ai qing zi shuo yi wei ai qing!

Spot us! :D

Happy 17th Birthday NGJUNJIE! :D

Yay 1 more year to M18~ Have a great day ahead and all the best for Os! & you had performed well for the national day celebration la. haha!

Currently using Opera to blog (blogger will go haywire if i use IE)

wooo finally get to update my blog! :D

School time was all right, nothing much!

just that for Tuesday and Wednesday, after school i'd be dashing to Mount Alvernia Hospital to visit my dearest Issac D:

my heart sank when i saw his left hand!! OMG NEEDLES U KNOW.

Thankfully we were released at 2pm on Tuesday.

still had the chance to get changed at home.

Pain D:

His smile never fails to cheer me up :)

Have any idea why he was laughing and smiling like nobody's business?! :D

WAHAHAHA :D

Wednesday was indeed a rushing day for me! D:

Actually i was hesitating if i should visit Issac, but in the end i still did (becos of my tiredness and rushing of time)

Suck. Amath students were released at 3.30pm!!!

WHAT'S MORE, 4e2 had a SURVEY after that! DAMN @$*)(!

but thankfully, we were released after we completed the survey.

so i wasnt really concentrating on the qns, :)

then cabbed down to MAH. (been ages since i hailed a cab)

I was worried that i might get a stupid taxi driver that would drive a longer way aka cheating customer's money.

So i told him to drive through Farrer Road, but he turned to the wrong way in the first place.

I was like EHHH WTH WASTE $.

when i reached the hospital, the fare was $10.20.

but the uncle charged me $10 only LOL!

not bad, got some discount!!! ^^

Changed into yellow pajamas wor!

So for these 2 days, my family (excluding my brother) dined at Longhouse near Geksing's hse :D

i (L) the goreng pisang!!

Thursday went to Marina Barrage with X56 + Joyce! :D

like FINALLYYYYYYYY! We wanted to go there but we cant arrange a suitable timing!

1 bad thing about the place was it was extremely inconvenient!

(the shuttle bus was MIA, while we were waiting, there's NO shuttle bus!!!)

Wah i swear i wont go there again unless the transport is better.

we decided to walk around the Gallery (to cool down)

then OMG L.YuanYI surprised me :o so touched!

Just becos she wanted to surprise me, she had to carry her heavy laptop to school, to gwen's house, then to marina barrage.

AIYO. she showed me the video she made for my birthday (i know it's kinda belated x10)

i never cry at there, but i cried at home when i watched again LOL.

Spot Joash, Carmen and Jasmine! (wah Joash's actions made me laugh like hell hahaha)

Rest of the pictures uploaded on facebook! (Yuanyi, Gwen, Joyce and my facebook!)

After camwhoring, finally had our PICNIC :D at the roof top.

woooo nice nice!

FOOOOOOOOOOOOD!

I love this pic, but it's quite dark here..

Joyce and i were hiding under the umbrella!!! hehe.

Group photo :D

After that played at Water Playground for awhile.

fun to the max!! Too bad we didnt bring extra clothes or i'll splash water around!

my family (including my brother) was at GWC dining at Crystal Jade.

Supposingly im joining them, but in the end i decided to go back home as i was dying of exhaustion (is there sucha word? LOL)

Friday had national day celebration. Wow so many ppl commented that this year's celebration is one of the best!!!! haha. Yea.

after that had Oral consultation with Mrs Pang, tgt with Yanni.

HAHA after the consultation the 3 of us actually talked about random stuffs..

Mrs Pang shared with us how she feels about school, examination, etc.

WAH OMG honestly i dont expect her to be so friendly leh! HAHA. Great! After the conversation, i realise that she's actually a very good teacher :D

she's not those teachers who'd just go according to the "trend". idk how to explain here but yah.

she has her own way of thinking! smth like that.

I went to find Yuanyi and Liang aftermath.

went down to orchard. then yuanyi's shoe broke, had to stay in the Singtel building for around 45minutes to 1hr?

finally liliang managed to buy super glue.

After that, i went off. Actually i wanted to go back home, but in the end i went to BM mac to find Bel & co. :D

bought seaweed shakerfries!

Dad called to tell me that Issac came to our house, so i rushed back home (i didnt even had the chance to talk to Bel they all D: )

haha, Issac is cute as before!

went to Ion (hehe first time going! so mountain turtle) with dad, mum and aunt!

Each of us bought a shirt from Uniqlo! kao so many people~

Then sleep for 12hours today. HEHEHE. nice! i love the feeling!

K i spend around 2hours completing this post -.-

Contract

2009-08-02T23:43:00.001+08:00

Hee i just signed a "contract" with myself (!) hilarious manz.
Obviously im not gonna show people the paper. people will call me an imbecile girl.
(Did i use the word correctly?)
K, so yes, i noted down all the consequences lor!! SO I HAVE FAITH THAT I WILL BE ABLE TO MAKE IT.
& the contract will ends on 11th Nov 2009, 0930 :D WOOO.
It will take effect on 3rd Aug. I really hope my life would change after tomorrow..
I want to see the change in me!
(fyi, the contract even includes of me spending $ on food ya know! LOLLLLLLLL LA)
So yes, i will only update on weekends. Yes, i MEAN it :)
kkkk, will miss you readers D:

& i know my tagboard has been rotting like crazy. I'll reply tags real soon! (omtian the last tag i replied was in June!!!)

please.

2009-08-02T21:22:00.002+08:00

Ah i want Olvls to be over please, ASAP! :( Dang.

at the same time, i will feel super nervous etc. shit la.

August already, havent even revise any shit for prelims/Olvl. thanks lor.. I just couldnt get myself switched to study mode.

I want to watch lotsa dramas/movies after Os! EFHL, Corner with love etc. WAHAHAHA. k, tmr there's amath test and i havent study yet. D:

wildwildwet.

2009-08-01T22:28:00.002+08:00

Caribbean, last friday i think.

Thursday after school went swimming (again) with Agnes, Bel, Jasmine and Yuanyi.

Friday had Prefects Invest (last one)

aww :(

We've been promoted to Student Councillor :)

*clears throat* Senior Councillors is for sec4s. omg sound super chao lao la.

Took pictures, mostly with other ppl's camera.

damn it i want a digital camera! Sony T-series :D (i have been craving for it since 2009)

recently im over camera and not phone anymore. hehehe let's wait till next year end-july to crave for phone! (that's when my contract ends)

Dhurkesh, Gina and Huiyee :)

Then took pictures with Eddy. wah both of us took until we got irritated.

LOL. (look at fb, there's so many FAILED pic)

Patty managed to save our day! ^^ the pic she took was v clear :D teehee.

After invest went back home with Christabel, wahaha.

At night dined at...

With dad & mum!

He crazy ahhhhhhhhhhh!

Hehehe

Char sao!!!

Half zilian half taking pic

(this is digital photoframe. wow technology is getting more advance. i predict next time there'll be Bluetooth fan. HAHAHA random. you needa detect the fan's bluetooth device, then it'll auto switch on. dont need any plug. HAHAHA)

THEN HOMED. lalala.

Today!!! the ultimate. wahaha.

went to Wildwildwet (!! x100) with dearest friends named Bel, Weili and Yuanyi!

Bel got pissed off by waiting for that stupid shuttle bus.

(In the end we took cab to DTE instead hahaha)

OmG. the last time i went there was 2e2'o7 chalet ya know? tgt with Mr Law and friends.

teehee. we played Ular-lah the most!!!! the experience was FABULOUS.

1 funny thing was that we told each other we wont scream anymore while playing Ular-lah. Weili and I sound super serious as we were super tired and our throats were dry.

In the end we still screamed like shit LOL!

P.S. scream = show our excitement, not those scary screaming sound~

Prof playground got a few kp kias -.- kept on camping at the slides lor wtf.

Some ppl even scolded them, they still so bhb sia. (after they slide, they'll climb back the slide to slide again, you get what im trying to say?)

ass sia. If there's foreigners, GG.

& when i saw that incident, the 1st thing that came across my mind was,

"Where are their parents?"

Seriously lor. I know i have no rights to scold the children, please la.

if you were there you'll know how pissed we were. (not only us, but the rest of the public guests as well)

ASK L.YUANYI. HAHAHA SHE SCOLDED THEM LEH!

Waterworks aint that fun anymore :(

Shiok river became more like tsunami.

Tsunami.. LOL, Bel played until she wanted to vomit. (too much waves alr)

the waves causes my butt and the rough floor to have friction -.-

super pain due to the extremely rough floor.

Had our lunch at KFC with YY and Bel. (Weili went off to find her friend D:)

Wah we were famished and dying of thirst. so our table had lotsa foods!

dying of thirst due to www's super salty water -.-

Yes, bought CANDYFLOSS!! Favourite!

When i reached PasirRis inter, my slippers gave me attitude. wah omg.

the thing just PIAK! :(

Yuanyi exchanged slippers with me , THANKS!

But until tiong i still have to drag right foot all the way back home.

SUPER PAISEH LA! COUNTLESS PPL STARED AT ME.

they looked at my face first, followed by my leg zzz

(Becos i walked even slower than senior citizens)

wanted to ask Eddy to help me, but unlucky, he wasnt at home D:

okkkk, im tired. wants to complete hmwk and tasks tmr instead.. (die)(die)(die)

For every weekends, i'll always touch my studies on SUNDAY. sometimes i'd even skip some of the hmwks.

DAMN. ok, whats the use for whining when i dont even do anything.

Goodluck to me then. Honestly i am prepared not to spot A/B for Os already.

I mean, i wont be disappointed if i get bad grades. because i deserve it.

maybe one day i'll suddenly change whatever im doing now and be a studious girl? idk :s

so im all along this way

2009-07-30T21:20:00.008+08:00

For the past few days i've realised that all along, i dont have a real best friend, at all.
Erm, maybe in the past yes. but not from sec3 onwards.
This time round im even lazy to camouflage all these words.
All those things; are they coincidence?
No i dont think so. I always thought i have ONE best friend, she is there for me always,
until i see her everyday in school i "sian" lol. (eg go where also see her)
But ever since we were promoted to sec3, everything seriously changed..
I couldnt stop myself from thinking about it.
Well, the other "her" is closest to you and she knows your everything.
I can predict well that she is always the first one to know about your news.
Vice versa, you are always the first to know about her things.
So what for if im like the 3rd party?
Totally disheartening.
Sometimes i just wish that we'll never grow up.
+ I ~~always thought~~ that you took me as your bestf. in the end, the painful truth is no.
Even if you said its a yes, your actions dont support your answer.
Yes i have many Good friends, but i believe there's only 1 best friend.
but now, no. i dont have any.
Im slowly believing that having best friend aint nice anymore.
Ah whatever, i dont wish to sound emo in my blog.
If you are guessing who am i referring to, go ahead.
I aint gonna say anything.
Its just so disappointing and i feel sad.
But what?! there's nothing i can do to change it. i cant possibly shout at her and say "so is she closer to you or me?"
lameshit. i know this is kinda childish, but i dont give a damn. i believe this is part and parcel of life.
Few years down the road i'll be laughing like shit about this matter.
(& i know that person will know im referring to her)
I have a super good friend, AngYixin.
but she has her own friends too, plus we live so far apart.
whats the point. i just feel so... thanks.
I really envy Jasmine&Carmen, Agnes&Fiona.

its getting serious

2009-07-29T21:11:00.003+08:00

... then i silent-scream and cried, followed by rubbing my ears continously.

I feel much better now, gonna slp soon!
If you irritate me further, im not gonna even look at you.

4+9-7-6+400+40+4-440

2009-07-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

wooo Happy birthday Singapore (in advance)

Friday after school went to Caribbean, SWAM.

Joined the rest. Got the group pic from Keith, next time then upload :p

wah luckily i never tio rashes the next day eh.. i've predicted that "they" will pop out, but THEY PROVED ME WRONG ^^

(however, there is little naughty ones who pop out...)

at night watched Zettai Kareshi. cried like sjb, then halfway Ms Quah called my phone.

so in the end i never get to watch the ending!! :( hahaha nevermind, at least i had a great talk with her and liliang.

Hmm, she's kinda persuading me to zxzxzxzxzxzxz.

but ya, i really guess i have to disappoint her.

Honestly speaking, i feel my life is so much better after i've stopped that.

its as though a 100kg stone has been released from my shoulders.

I could no longer grow, but i'll still believe that God exists.

I mean, i want to be a Christian that doesnt attends church.

Yah, i still find that its not complusory for every Christians to be attached to churches.

i know they can learn more/get closer, but what i want is just a simple r/s with God (:

& i strongly believe he supports me!!! ^^ (i got evidence ok)

evidence= i've skipped service for around 2months, even had the urge to stop attending. Nevertheless, my life is still blessed by God! I can sense it.

& on friday when i was rushing back home, i ALMOST got into a car accident.

the car didnt signal at all (damn it typical Singaporean drivers, thinking that their grandfathers own the road) and i managed to stop my legs from walking.

wow, the distance between the car and me was less than 15cm, i swear.

(i knew it becos i imagined putting the 15cm plastic ruler to measure :D)

if my reaction was slow and continued to walk (+ listening to music), byebye this blog would be very valuable. HAHAHA.

oh, so ya :D in conclusion, i never go to church DOESNT MEAN i've stopped my r/s with God.

OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY? :D

Sorry opps. & i wanna say it was a fun-filled weekend for me! WOOO.

Friday- Swimming

Saturday- NDP rehearsal

Sunday- Chalet

HEEHEHEHE. yah, you've guessed correctly. as a result i didnt manage to do self-revision! :( oh SHIT.

Yes, NDP rehearsal! wow 2009's is a GREAT PERFORMANCE.

better than last year's :)

Im proud to be a Singaporean ok?!?!

I love Singapore~ (Paris and Milan)

HAHAHA. Serious. i love Singapore a lot. i dont even want to imgrate lor.

yes i admit Sg's education and society is superb stress, but i cant be so baised to look on the negative side right? there's still so much positive points (eg No natural disasters, good public transport, good healthcare, no political parties war, no internal war, crime rates aint high, Sg policemen wont be bribed etc)

but i really hope Singapore can emphasize on SAVING THE EARTH OK!??!!?

what's up with the pay 10c for plastic bag every wednesday.

please lor even a child can afford to pay 10c OK!? even auntie also dont mind paying 10c. zzz.

IMO i feel that they should increase to either $2 per plastic bag on every Mon, Wed, Fri OR 50cent per plastic bag EVERYDAY.

B) yay cool. this will then strongly emphasize the NEEEEEEEED for saving the earth.

Air-con cannt save laaaa, i know human beings want to relax after all the hardwork put in to contribute to the society.

gosh why am i crapping here? -_-

NOW FOR PIC! :D

This was my SEAT.

Fireworks! NICE :) unforgettable experience.

This is home, truly, where i know i must be.

"Marina bay belongs to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!"

Ohmytian machiam GHOST. (stupid spotlight laaaaaaaa)

(im lazy to italic/bold/colour the fonts, sorry! TIRED ALR)

Yep, we camhored as though we are not Singaporeans, heh.

Off to Cityhall shopping centre for dinner!

Sunday went to Tingjian's chalet in the afternoon.

(just nice, brother had chalet tgt with his friends ytd)

WOOOO. Happy advance 21st bday Tingjian! ^^

aiyo Tingwei needa book in for NS, sad D:

Tj treated us to dinner, wooo thanks!!

Met yixin awhile, aiyoo. meet up next time OK!

Blah, wanted to go escape but there wasnt enough time. -.- zzz

after reaching back the chalet, 3rd Aunt, Tingjian, Veron and me played poker cards followed by MJ!! HEHEHE.

Yes la i lost in MJ, but we werent betting ^^ just those fake coins, rofl.

then took MRT back. superb tired + irritated.

halfway through a boy's hand got stuck onto the door. wow.

so many ppl crowded around there, and honestly i was also part of them LOL.

K, tired liaoxzxz.

Bye!

no more chinese!

2009-07-22T22:46:00.003+08:00

Had Chinese LC today, was allright.
now im excited to know about my chinese results!
Hope i will achieve my desired marks!
Bel accompanied me to Yakun (to fufil my cravings)
and she came to my house. played cooking mama, VERY FUN :D
blah. i merely looked through SS notes but i havent memorise a shit.
I am super contradict k. I always thought SS is all common sense (for globalisation),
& when i wanted to write down all the points that i can think of, i cant think of any. zzz.

Just finished watching final episode of Absolute Boyf. (this is the 3rd time)
Shitxz, as expected i............ -_-
If there's crying competition, i think i can get champion lor. HAHAHA.
just ask them to play the final epi of AB.
Heck, Yuanyi, you sure you wanna watch the last epi of AB on friday? tmr sat got GB leh, i comfirm you'll have swollen eyes manz.
AAAAAAAAAAAh. I didnt watch it for fun leh. It taught me to treasure whatever i have now, before i regret.
Riko said "Why wasnt i kinder to him? So that we could have even better memories"
ITS TRUEEEEEEEEEEE. now i fully understand why God tells us to love our enemies.
because we wont know when we'll be losing them! You would feel kinda uneasy if you dont have someone to quarrel with, right?

Welcome back

Sweet home

A place to come back to

Thank you for the love

Pretending to be happy

But the color of sadness has been painted all over me

I just laugh

Though I understand the importance of believing

But at times like this, I just completely doubt

When my empty body is washed away

Seem like I just become floating

But I still wanna hold you

And this feeling suddenly comes all over be

Welcome back, I'm home

With just only one word and my heart can be fulfilled

Welcome back, sweet home

A place to come back to

Thank you for the love

I used to think that adults only care for themselves are cunning

But I finally realize that

there are also people who shouts out loud

that they want to go back home desperately

Somehow, in this world, there's not even a single thing

such as 'ordinary happiness'

But because of you, I can finally understand that

This feeling suddenly comes all over me

Welcome back, I'm home

Everyday, running faster and faster

Welcome back, sweet home

The unchanging scene will always be there

Sweet home

Searching for something missing

I have the strength to face up all of the pains in my heart

Is because there was the word "Welcome back"

Welcome back, I'm home

With just only one word and my heart can be fulfilled

Welcome back, sweet home

A place to come back to

Thank you for the love

Welcome back, I'm home

I'm alright since you are there

Welcome back, I'm home

Wait ne… since I'll be back soon!

Sweet home

Very meaningful :)
Thanks to this song la!

happy!

2009-07-20T21:48:00.004+08:00

Yeah, Happy 16th to Yours truly :p

Happy 16th to Chen Xi! :D

finally found someone who has the same birthday as me.
Well, I've received the pic we had taken on 18th july aka Cheryl's birthday.
Happy belated Cheryl Bang!
4E2 is cute, lol.
we wanted to "scare" Mrs Leong, then Janice suggested to sing Birthday song (?)
I THOUGHT they were singing to Mrs Leong, in the end it was me.. Aiyo, touched. =)
Didnt manage to go swensen's~ Was lazy!
-skip-

X56 YY

Swimming clique! YY

16th was a significant one!
Thanks for all the wishes!
Lotsa ppl to mention okay, so im lazy to type out all the names!
Advanced wishes are... Chenxi, Carmen, Bel. LOL.
It's in order ok? wahaha.
The rest i appreciate it a lot! Mr Law, Mr Teo, X56, Swimming cliques, 4e2, 4e1, 4e3, E490 and YIXIN!
:D hehe.

& HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY JIAMING! :D

Jiayou in your studies + work ok? :D

(actually the date is 22nd july, i just change the blogger date to my birthday date becos i want to make it nice nice LOL)

Will be going tgt with Yuanyi (ps, change of plans) ! HEHEHEHE. dont pangseh me last minute hor, i'll slap you! :(
woooo so excited, heh.

advanced

2009-07-18T23:56:00.009+08:00

Had a great time today :D

Bel and Weili wanted to trick me by giving excuses of not celebrating.

Weili managed to trick me but Bel failed to do so LOL

Carmen, Agnes, Jasmine, Weili, Christabel, X56, Liang, Qiaoting, Joyce and Joash!

Thanks yah. you guys made my day!

They sang super loud happy birthday song!

Wah i super paiseh lar, the last time i had was in p4, at bm mac.

6years already you know T.T so im super touched.

kayz, then Carmen, Cass, Gwen, Heimun and Joyce went off first.

the rest of us headed to vivo!

played at arcade, SO FUNNY.

aww and they sang birthday song at there!!!! 2 to 3 times lor!

SO EMBARRASSING!!! -Aunty lucy

Agnes managed to catch a soft toy using this "machine" or whatever thingy LOL.

SO COOL! Agnes love you manz!

This is the one :D

Took reflection with Qiaoting :D

Weili and Agnes went off after that.

The remaining went to Sky garden to slack + play with bubbles + camwhore + chitchat.

We used timezone reward points to exchange for the bubbles!!! :D

Look at the picture, it's Qt and Joash! Both of them are butterfly sisters :p

Liang blew this huge bubble for me, yayayayayayayay :D

He's the only guy!! :p

Took 65 back with Joash and Bel, again.

We were talking about meeting tgt in the morning everyday to walk to school tgt.

Both of them were hilarious, lol :p

Thanks to WHOEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR who bought me Haagen dazs cookies&cream!!

It's yuanyi. come on, admit it.

Thanks to Agnes for the soft toy! iloveitverymuch! (fyi she caught it with 1 try leh! OMG)

Thanks to all the people! I appreciate your presence :D

Now for messages!

Yuanyi:

Thanks a lot manz. you know i love capturing pictures so you'll never fail to bring your 10megapix camera for us! love die you. & thanks for buying my all-time favourite ice-cream!! Thanks for giving face to my mum by eating her curry chicken although you still have sore throat!!

Liliang:

Heya girl thanks for not hesitating to come when i invited you :D you boost my confidence! becos at first i thought not many people would be attending.. Thanks for your presence and all the laughters! Love ya~

Christabel:

OEIIIIXZXZX. hahaha so funny i managed to expose your "lie"! Because i know you've alr informed your dad about it, so im pretty sure you wont back out last minute, right?!?!? hehe, thanks for the LAUGHTERS you've made huh! thanks for volunteering to finish the food! thanks for making me paiseh etc! GOGOBALL!

Weili:

Hey girl you managed to trick me. :( i really thought you never come until i saw you and bel walking at my house there! ROFL. & someone cut bangs wor. thanks for coming all the way down just to celebrate my advanced bday! loveya and we must meet up more ok!

Carmen:

DEAR! :D thanks for being sucha supportive friend, i felt so blessed to have a friend like you :D well, thankyou for assuring that this party woud be a success and i can feel the love you have for me! ^^ lastly, i appreciate your presence despite you have to rush off for service! :( sorry for making you late!!

Jasmine:

HEYYYYO! You are the first to reach my house while i was bathing lor, rofl. Thanks for your presence and laughters + i felt elated with you (: thanks for helping to score reward points by playing bball tgt with Joash! thanks for accompanying us all the way till 8pm+, haha! Go swimming again, YAY.

QiaoTing:

Heya, thanks for coming down although you were sick ytd!!! hope ya enjoyed the cake + foods :D thanks for accompanying us all the way although you have to rush off to meet your mum after that! Thanks for accommodating with Joash to sing birthday song for me, countless times :D

Agnes:

HEY! Thanks a lot for the soft toy, i love it to death! Guess what, later i'll be sleeping together with the baby elephant! First time sleeping tgt with a soft toy you know. honestly im not those soft-toy-addict. but i've decided to keep this toy with me, because whenever i look at it, i'll remember all the things that has happened today and smiles will be all over my face! thankyou yaaaaaaaah, for accompanying us although you have to go home early. (:

Cassandra, Heimun, Gwen, Joyce:

ALL, thankyou for coming all the way down to my house to celebrate and play games tgt! :D although you guys didnt join us at night, i still appreciate your existence at my house! I wouldnt forget the support you guys gave me, :) jiayou for Os!!!

Joash:

OEIXZ. I salute your braveness lor, it's like you're the only guy and you dont mind at all! THANKS DUDE! & "thanks" ah, for making me believe that you really cancelled your church thingy just for me. zzzzzzzzz! K la, other than that, thanks for accompanying us throughout!! wooo, and for the contribution tgt with Jasmine :D and thanks for making me paiseh la!! kayz, stop laughing at bel and my unglam pic. you will be hurting bel ya know? :p

K, im done! :D

Lastly, i wanna thank my dearest daddy!!

he really contributed a lot. when i told him that im gg to vivo, he gave me 10bucks without hesitation! + he gave me 7bucks to have a fringe cut, :D teehee. + the cake! OMG.

Thanks dearest momma too. for cooking all the delicious foods + cake! :) i love you!

twin regency!

2009-07-17T23:48:00.002+08:00

Went swimming today after school with Jasmine, Bel, Joash, Liang and Sarah at TWIN REGENCY!

THIS LEHHH!

See, Bel also very excited worh.

Still feeling excited.

we captured 71 pictures within 3hours of swimming, WOAH.

Damn, i got addicted to "jumping-into-the-pool".

The last time i did for today was killing me arghhhhhhhhh.

the water pressure is gargantuas.

my nose was filled with chlorine water and suddenly my right brain hurts zzz.

i hope there wont be any damages!!

Must thank Bel's friend aka the same bday boy as me. I forgot how to spell his name. HAHAHA.

but i think he'll knows Qianhui? from GESS. :D

liang!

wah initially Joash caused me to hurt my leg.. super pain.

in the end Bel pushed him down the slide and he got injured. LOL.

omg super disgusting. so i told bel "good job. dont worry i wont blame you for causing his injuries!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Dined at Tiong's kopitiam tgt with Karliang.

then i went to meet my parents at Sakae Sushi. didnt eat much as i was full + i have stomach problems zzz.

Pestered daddy to buy bra for me, and YAYYYYY. :D

Mum got ready for my celebration tmr alr. loveeeee.

Im so excited for tmr!!

-gonna cut my fringe (still deciding if it should be bangs or slant D: )

-collect cake

-celebrate!

-GO OUT (to be comfirmed)

Seriously, Twin regency's scenery is gorgeous!

I mean, outta the condos i've been to swim, Twin regency is the best. (:

Next friday's : Dover club (? or smth by SARAHCHUA)

heard that the club has many different pools worhxzx!

Im aching everywhere D:

AND...

Bel comment that Joash's side view looks like Jimmy. ZHEN DE MAH?

Rants (optional)

2009-07-16T20:54:00.005+08:00

I've decided to blog again because of the show, P&M. hahaha.
I'll always be addicted to some taiwanese/korean/japanese shows right?
this time round.. it's PARIS AND MILAN! Click here if you want to take a look at all the episodes (so far)
Well, honestly i feel that Patricia Mok is pretty ok.
(Yes i know many ppl will GO EEEEEEEEEE or going to puke)
I believe she has inner beauty.
So last time when Joash told me Patricia got molested by an old man,
People were laughing. im like, eh? Funny meh. imagine your mum/sister got molested, how would you feel?
Im not trying to act here, but i hope that lesser ppl would stop saying she is ugly.
Why does human beings never fails to look at the negative/not-so-pretty side?
Just becos ppl claimed that her mouth is big, we should judge her as the ugly one?
I rmb in a show, someone called Patricia big mouth. (just a show)
Although she seemed okay with the comment, i can fully understand how she felt deep inside.
She's actually hurt. nobody can sees it because they THINK (ya, assuming) she doesnt care.
like please la, what if someone keeps on critisizing you about your flaws?
Although you bochap, deep inside you'll feel kinda hurt right?
Yes, because i've been through that kind of feeling.
COUNTLESS TIMES. i have so many flaws, people have been talking about it.
and i always pretended that i dont give a damn. but deep inside I DO.
who doesnt wants to be pretty?! who doesnt wants to be flawlesss?!
But what can we do about it? For me, i wont go for plastic surgery just because of those idiotic comments.
i mean, i live for myself, not for ppl's comments.
but still.. sigh, only those ppl who have been critisized before understands what im trying to say.
& that's part of the reason why i hate it/wont join in the laughter when ppl is laughing at others' flaws.
(yes i admit i'll just laugh at ppl's actions/words, but not something that cant be changed)
Now Cassan, you know the reason why i always say "if ppl laugh at you would you like it?" & you said you dont mind, then i gave you that idiotic face.
because i just cant stand ppl noticing flaws.

I mean even Xu Chun mei, do you have to go around showing her Zao pai dong zhuo?
her late husband is super rich, and he left her a huge amount of money.
Infact, i envy her for that. PLUS, she didnt go for any cosmetic surgery despite all the nasty comments made by people.
I seriously salute her for that.
When i think back, how many ppl has said im ugly?
wow, so many. the first person to really say that to me is xxx. (well, shall not reveal his/her name)
Yes, im still friends with those ppl because as the saying goes,
always forgive but never forget.
Just go ahead and count how many said about my mouth, my teeth.
And now, fats. (this has happened recently, i just dont want to talk about it)
& i dont even know why tears are just flowing down.

ok, im not trying to act pityful or gain sympathy by wanting ppl to say "Mandy you're not ugly" etc.
i've alr stated here before i publish this post, so dont ever say i merely wanted to gain sympathy.
I will delete this post when i feel like it.
i just need a place to vent all my fustrations out.
P.S. k maybe in the past i've also laughed at ppl's flaws, im sorry.
but now, i've changed. i will never ever do that again.

So tell me, what shld i do if people critisize about my flaws again?

ask them to fuck off? So rude.

ask them to keep comments to yourself? Possible.

judge them back by pointing out their flaws? Kinda revengeful.

& Sometimes i just wish that i could be a mute&deaf person.

i seriously do.

seven

2009-07-15T18:10:00.002+08:00

PARIS: Scientists have confirmed what parents of teenagers have always suspected: adolescents are out of sync with the rest of the world.

Most teens probably don't get enough sleep and suffer in their school work because their internal clocks make them night owls, according to a study published Tuesday.

Researchers in Australia showed the average teenager misses more than an hour of sleep each night and is forced to wake up 2.5 hours earlier than his or her natural rhythms would dictate.

High school students with a late-night "circadian preference," as the biologically-driven cycle is called, reported doing more poorly in school, and feeling more frequently depressed and unhappy.

"For all people, there is a genetic disposition to being either a 'morning lark' or a 'night owl'," explained lead author Suzanne Warner, a professor at Swineburne University of Technology in Hawthorn, Australia.

But when hormonal changes kick in at the start of adolescence, she told AFP, young people start to stay up later and -- given the chance -- wake up later too.

Most of the students in the study were such "evening persons," she said.

"Teenagers find that they are most alert in the evening and do not feel sleepy until later, and so find it difficult to get enough sleep during school term," she added.

The key is melatonin, a hormone that signals to the body that it needs rest and sleep. In teenagers entering puberty, it is released later and later in the evening.

There are also environmental factors that contribute to the problem, she said.

Ambient light tends to minimize the amount of melatonin secreted, and the constant use of computers could keep adolescents up past their natural bedtime, even after lights are turned out.

"One thing parents can do is to lower the lights, and switch off computers and televisions an hour before bedtime," advised Warner.

In the study, Warner and two colleagues compared the sleep patterns of 310 students during a school term and while they were on holiday.

Whereas the adolescents slept more than nine hours during the school breaks, they averaged less than eight hours when hitting the books.

"Night owls" were more likely than "morning larks" to have negative attitudes about themselves, to express feelings of unhappiness and voice irritation with their classmates, according to the study, published in the Netherlands-based Journal of Adolescence.

They also complained of low energy and "impaired" daytime functioning.

"For classes that start before 9:00 a.m., we have to question whether the students are going to be alert and able to learn," said Warner.

Previous research has shown that nine hours is the optimal amount of sleep time for teenagers.

Circadian clocks are found in organisms ranging from bacteria to human beings, and impose a roughly 24-hour schedule on our activities, such as sleeping and eating.

The mechanism controlling these rhythms is found in individual neurons located in the suprachiasmatic nuclei inside the brain. Scientists have identified at least one gene that determines whether one's "clock" will be naturally set for early or late rising.

The same process is involved in jet lag, Warner points out. "You could say that a lot of young people feel quite jetlagged coming into the school term -- it is a very similar feeling," she said.

Parents should rethink a tendency to let adolescents set their own bedtime schedule, she added.

Time passes so fast. i want to lose fats.

& my Issac is sh0 kawaariix. :D

105 days more to Olvl.

around 40+ days more to Prelims.

dang, Mandy wants to score good grades for Prelims, can she?

(no/yes)

The final decision lies on me.

Come on, Im trying very hard to be studious alr.

Must study more w Jasmine Kim & co(z).

'Today' pissed me off.. -_-

Stupid weather stupid rain stupid shoes stupid socks stupid wetwetwetwetwet.

xtremely uncomfortable. During school time i felt like:

1) Chopping off my legs

2) Unknown to piggyback me around the school

3) jump into the swimming pool

4) jump over the gate to get back home

5) Ask my momma to bring slippers for me to wear

...

I-im-imp-impo-impos-imposs-impossi-impossib-impossibl-impossible.

Thankyewberimuch.

(I dont know when i'll update again, most probably next post will be about my birdth-dey! :D)

Thanks Momma in advance! Y Even though she is busy with household chores, she still want to celebrate my bird-day. loveyewwwww to death. (:

&Thanks my friends who agreed to come, i did not expect such good response.. hahaa.

P.S. LYuanyi loves my mom's curry chicken the most!

I am goeng to du mah own staff. -hahaha yaojue

I am pretty sure i am __________ soon.

last?

2009-07-08T22:14:00.002+08:00

Might be MIA-ing after this post? Idk.

I am always contradicting with my actions.

Deep inside i know that I ought to be worried for my Os, so many chapters to revise.

Yet i take it as im still in sec3, thinking that going to school + listening to teacher is enough.

Seriously i suck. Everytime say 'I SCARED LEH', but im still hugging my laptop.

Olvl chinese oral's conversation kinda suck. it was the easiest topic yet i pause everywhere as i was nervous.

SUPER WTH.

K, i'll post properly for today...

On that day, Weili, Bel, Jasmine and Agnes accompanied me to have lunch at my house coffee shop.

Joash stood between me and Jasmine, HILARIOUS.

we thought an uncle wanted us to buy tissue from him (we never see his face)

Blah. went vivo. Lunch-ed at Pizzahut with weili and bel.

met up again with Jasmine&co, at arcade. LOLLLLLLLL.

Bel : GOGOBALL!!!

seriously arcade is a money-sucking place.

I couldnt believe i spent around $5 just for a few minutes of entertainment.

nehmind, human's addiction :\

went back home with Bel and Joash.

Omg Joash is making Bel pissed off. -that picture!!!!!!!!-

so funny :p

I enjoyed myself on Youth day, although i had to face my studies at night.

Time to stop. i cannot be so contradicting anymore.

Went NP's website just now. Decided to take Psychology and community services.

Then i'll work for those Govt thingy. Including Court's affairs.

The only one who can fufil that is I, myself.

Please ~~remind~~SCOLD me if you ever see me online.

thankfully, i aint addicted to games anymore.

I must learn from Serene my dance senior :D

She will only use computer on weekends, not weekdays.

I must also learn from Jiaming!!

Revise, go through work everyday. Never even touch his computer.

Computer is addictive, for me.

i love to blog, but for the sake of Os.. zzz.

hate it. i am still crapping here.

3more months.

jiayou. goodbye.

sec4 ppl please work hard.

firstly i must seriously get rid the habit of playing computer.

i tried to change the flavour. it seemed like the flavour is weird to me.

yet, i cant choose back the old flavour, because i promised myself not to touch back.

& this time round, im finally determined to let it go. Your taste buds cant be trusted.

i had fun today!

2009-07-06T20:29:00.005+08:00

Went to vivo with Weili, Bel, Jasmine, Joash and Agnes today!
(yay get to meet SIMWEILI again :p next outting w her would be SWIMMING!)
FYI, Joash Neo is super irritating LOL! Im sure bel agrees with me yeh.
I'll update later.
Im hungry for time, zzz.

-EMath test

-Physics test

-Chinese Olvl oral

-Eng hmwk not done

-Hasnt practise on my oral

(!!!!)

kkthxbye.
Update: EH WTH! i found out that my cousin's school has closed down for 1week, studying via e-learning. i thought someone tio H1N1, in the end he said the school just shut down as they are afraid of spreading.
AAAAAAAAAAAH I WANT TO GO THERE STUDY LA (LOL)
Fyi the school is Huayi sec. i want go ley, LOL.

H1N1 cases = 1,111 already. thanks ah.

ever since school reopens, the numbers has been increasing rapidly lor. -_-

-

2009-07-05T23:53:00.003+08:00

HSSPrefects who are reading my blog, i've updated the recess duty list on pref's blog. please take a look ok!
War of the worlds was a great movie.
i had a bad time thinking of who did i watch it with.
In the end, it turned out to be my sis and mum. woah this movie is kinda old already lor. so long ago.
Next week's movie not that interesting, star trek? :\
hehe and im gonna rent The Journey to the center of the Earth :D
Im currently doing my history hmwk, dang.

You wont know how much i wanted to be this girl! -SAD-

I aint hua chi-ing ok. (:

Im starting to watch Easy Fortune Happy Life aka EFHL.

hope it'll be btr than fated to love you? :X

(till now i cant find any taiwanese dramas that is better than FTLY)

dancing

2009-07-04T21:29:00.003+08:00

-Decided to edit this post-

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/video/video.php?v=96804172668&ref=mf
I dont know if you guys are able to watch this video.. BUT.
it's the item performed by HSSMDC, NJC, SRJC, HCI & DEYI SEC.
honestly they did a great job!!!
i love the costumes the best.
Ohmyohmy, franking speaking...................................
i regretted not joining AYG.
AH. Damn it. SERIOUSLY. i REGRETTED! :(
-cries-
why didnt i make up my mind clearly?!?!
why did i keep on thinking of "can skip dance jiu skip" ?!?!
why did i keep on thinking that mass dance prac at other schools are torturing?!?!
why did i keep on saying "it's not good to skip lessons"?!?! (when i actually know that even if i nv join i wouldnt use the time to study)
why. -.-
Yes, i know it's all too late to say this now.
SYFOC was fabulous too, just a pity that it had ended last year.
:(((
k, when i get into poly i'll join either cheerleading or dance. (:
i HOPE that their dance style wont have BIG difference.
becos i heard from eddy that yongshin joined dance for 1 time then never go alr as their style is superb different. zzz.
& i realised smth. ever since i've stopped dancing, my body figure went haywire, thanks ah.
SO I WANT TO DANCE. Plus it has been a long time ever since my heartbeat increase due to anxious-ness in performing. i just miss that feeling..

xoxo

2009-07-03T22:55:00.002+08:00

The day before Cassan's bday, liliang and me went to Yuanyi's house to complete the vanguard sheet, hehe.

shan't say much, i forgot le.

I just rmbed Yuanyi kept on playing Smiling Pasta's OST songs, haaaa.

Bored = crazy acts

Big headache. truuuuuuuuu-able.

there's nothing much to blog about sch, so i wont.

love.

-

2009-07-02T14:29:00.004+08:00

I just learnt something (new) today.
Dont ever look forward to any days because you'll never know who's gonna crush that oh-so-enjoyable-day-scenario.
The more you look forward to, the high disappointment you'll get.
ya, something like your anticipation is directly proportional to your disappointment.
P.S. I aint blaming anyone.
i just feel like a rubbish bin. when it's filled with rubbish, it's really a lot. if someone throws smth into it, and took it out as they changed their minds, yes, that's the feeling im feeling RIGHT NOW.
no matter how much i say, you wont understand how i truely feel.
Happy 34th month Tomato.

july is here

2009-07-01T23:42:00.004+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday Cassandra Thoi Su Wei!

Hope you like it, hehehee. sorry la, i dont mean it :( my main purpose is for laughter only.

Happy 16th Birthday Christabel Lee Jing Zhi!

Hope ya enjoy the chocolates, HAHA!

Didnt expect July to come so fast, ohmytian.
Os coming in less than 4 months time. jiayou.
my chinese Olvl oral is on 7th July, wow. nice date, 0707 :D
hope that the passage would be easy to read, not like HSS MYE's oral zzzzzzzzzz.
so far school has been ok.

what i love about the new timetable: THURSDAY WE'LL BE RELEASED AT 2PM! :D

somemore thursday i'll be having PE, SS AND ENGLISH ONLY.

lalala, which is TOMORROW. hahaha!

I (L) PE :D

school starts

2009-06-29T23:55:00.003+08:00

The pot calling the kettle black.

Enough. I just regretted trusting you.

If you could do that to her, you could do that to me as well.

Going to Yuanyi's house tomorrow. i want camwhorings ^^

TFD

2009-06-28T18:37:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO WATCH THE FINAL DESTINATION!!!!

In theatres 28th August

faster come!!!

Gosh, im so excited for that movie.
i love this kind of movie, wahahahaa!
K, must start jio-ing ppl alr.
i want i want i want i want!!!
(k , im left with 2 sets of amath, damn. dont feel like doing anymore)
hope brother is willing to watch with me, shyshy.
i dont want him to catch it with his friends! T.T

now i understand

2009-06-27T17:40:00.006+08:00

~~Honestly, i came across one of my friend's blog and...~~
Z was critisizing ppl of _____.
Yes, and im one of the "ppl".
So i was like, "hey, how could Z say that? Kinda ridiculous" (but i never tell Z)

.
But now.. I finally UNDERSTOOD how Z felt!
100%. SERIOUSLY. and now i feel like critisizing THOSE KIND OF PPL.
ohman. k, im trying to bear it.
Z, i know you wont know im actually referring to you, but...
i still want to apologise to you and go ahead & write more!! ^^v
i mean, i support you! Because i know how it feels. (:
That undescribe-able feeling.

If you dont get what i mean, too bad.
Hint: l've mentioned this to liliang before. liang dont tell ah! :D

hayami <3

2009-06-27T01:22:00.003+08:00

Had a super cool dream.
CASSAN, look here! It involves you ok! :p
K, so Henderson is located at somewhere.. smt like temple LOL
i went to Cassan's hse (in my dream, your hse is located at another place lol)
her mum and brother (as i said, dream) were at home.
gosh, then i find her brother very handsome. LOL (his hairstyle is tenjo night's)
guess what. her mum is the actress!! in shuang zhi xing that Zhida's wie.
ROFL. but she was cooking for a living. omg.
after that day i rmbed everyday after sch i'll have the itchy feeling to go cass's hse.
(ya, becos of her brother hahaha)
another scene at humanities room. Pohseng sat beside me, LOL.
weird lor, in the list he and cherie suppose to be in 4e1 but dontknow why they come 4e2 lol.
miss chin was our teacher. i dreamt that she forgive me for not completing amath hmwk HAHAHA

k, end of my dreams.
omg, cassan, im SO IN LOVE with your brother!!! (LOLLLLLLLLL)
heheee, find a brother that resembles hayami ley, :x
anw im left with 3sets of amath. suck, totally dont feel like doing it. D:
and i need more time to sleep! ZZZ.
wow i went to check CNA's new poll. 92% chose to have 1 week hols. HAHA.
i wonder if MOE/MOH will change their mind again..

P.S. i miss Hayami :(

swine

2009-06-26T18:03:00.000+08:00

The symptoms of this new H1N1 flu virus in people are similar to the symptoms of seasonal flu and include fever, cough, sore throat, runny or stuffy nose, body aches, headache, chills and fatigue. A significant number of people who have been infected with this new H1N1 virus also have reported diarrhea and vomiting. The high risk groups for novel H1N1 flu are not known at this time but it’s possible that they may be the same as for seasonal influenza.

OHMY(TIAN).

central green

2009-06-25T23:18:00.004+08:00

Once again i have to thank Keith for bringing us in to central green :p rofl.

scare us, the security guard doesnt allow us to go swimming zzz.

in the end she just warned us not to be too noisy.

Jas, Bel, Agnes, Heimun, Joash, Gwen & me :)

we swam for quite long, from 1pm+ to 5pm or smth.

damn, my ears got blocked by water :(

till now it hasnt flow out :( very unbearable.

then rushed back home to see Issac. :D

honestly i feel super weak now. been coughing badly since monday or smth, now im having a very bad flu + running nose.

i have been sneezing ever since i come back home today & my nose kept on "running"... i need a box of tissue with me everytime.

if you say i have the possibility of having h1n1, i cant rule out the possibility.. so be aware friends. ):

fun

2009-06-23T22:19:00.006+08:00

Amy- HEY SORRY late reply! That guy is...
sec5 de, LOL. will tell you if i have the time! :) NO! my family aint
migrating.. it was just a joke. LOL. hehe 1 ppr better than nth mah, okay I WILL
JY! You jyjy too okay? :) wow i didnt know you finished watching Absolute bf
alr. yea issit the "Am i sexy" part? :p
Eddy- roflmao now the wishes is vvv late for
me. but nevermind! it's okay i appreciate it. ohmygosh eddyng you are so
thick-skinned! the baby is 100times cuter than u :D
Gerald- heyhey, thanks ah. i appreciate it as
well. haha, yea better come back and see us la!! LOL. oeiii, MOE alr reported
they wont extend holidays.. AAAH SAD. you happy right.
Liliang- haha yea i know you'll always be
there, thankyou my lovely blue girl :p
RUIYI- hello ruiyi! :D
Junjie- ROFL.both of us TOO nervous+excited already. hehehe!
E- yooooo mylove:)
Passerby- thanks ya! :D
HY- noproblem! I also seldom tag ppl mah. yea
thanks manz! you too ok? do well for EOY and get into 3e1!
J- haha i forgot what were you refering about. haha. i love LJS's chips!!
Cassandra- haha WE BETTER DO SO! Or we'll get
fat again :( i miss you too!
Christabel- HAHAHAH i change alr :p
sachiyo- YA THANKS!!!!!!!!!! :) now then you
realise your lovely sister's skills..
jiexin- HEHE YEA LOR! He crazy one la. haha
Zenri- hehe, yep he is tenjo night! ^^ he is the cutest!
weili- HAHAH I purposely de :) must make
you shy. and im still waiting for the pictures :( Jasmine is also
waiting..
joash- EH LOLS. you kept on giving me that
qian da + fierce look what, so i took it xD hehe, THURSDAY COME!! we want you to
come!

woke up at 10am+. had an awkward feeling as Suzi isnt here with us anymore :(

kinda miss her.

Mummy made this Ai Xing Breakfast for me, :D ily!

Afternoon Kim, Jas & Bel came my house. SUPPOSINGLY, we wanted to do our hmwk.

The excitedness from Bel and I wanting to swim ruined our plan for the day.

we wanted to go Central green swim, sadly Keith isnt free :(

planned to go Safra! But we had to help Joash as he WANTS to swim, but his father forbids him.

(we = not including me.. im really bad in telling lies TO ADULT. trust me!!)

in the end, we planned to play basketball at my house there.

Kim went off first.

rofl, some ppl asked us for match, 3v3.

I kept on telling Jas and Joash that i cant play as im seriously noob when it comes to MATCH.

in the end i just played along, ~.~

the other party like very serious lor, i dont like!!

our team (Jas, Jo and me) was laughing like nobody's business.

they were like SUPER SERIOUS. & the "captain" kept on demanding them to shoot here shoot there.

lame, i admire guys who play sports that has gotta do with balls, but not so serious when it's just a friendly match.

BOOOOO, X for them!

Played poker cards at my house garden there. (hahah so nice! The only thing i hate most is there's a lot of insects, zzz like worm, ants etc)

Oh, and i went walking around the place for the elderly's.

you know those path that is filled with countless rocks? it's to massage your legs.

WTH SUPER PAINFUL. for the first few steps i find it ok but the in the middle i cant take it!

But no choice, i HAVE to do it all the way. (if i stop in the middle i'll have the unsatisfaction feeling)

ok next time i wont GHEY KIANG already T.T

Snapshots! (hehe Jas actually i have a SUPER unglam pose of yours. but i decided not to post it, very bad right! So i'll show you through my phone k, :p)

played Daidee and CHEAT. omg so funny!

that stupid Joash kept on making me laugh. hilarious.

camped at there until 6.30pm or smth, then went back home! Teehee.

we're going to swim on THURSDAY! :D yay yay.

k, im left with History hmwk, 5sets of amath (WTF) and 1set of chemistry.

zzz. Well good luck Mandy!

P.S. my Issac is getting cuter and cuter every single day! Y

H1N1

2009-06-22T00:59:00.005+08:00

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/ CLICK THAT URL, scroll down and you'll see a poll.

PLEASEEEE! Choose either EXTEND HOLIDAYS/CONDUCT LESSONS THROUGH NET.

just dont choose the 3rd option.
dont try to play a fool by clicking 3rd option la. be wise ^^
but Honestly speaking, i feel that after June hols are over, i have a very strong feeling that H1N1 cases will continue to rise even higher.
so yahhhh! i dont mind conducting lessons through net. :D at least we can get to stay at home!
It'll just take less than 5sec of your time to click 3 times! (url, choose, comfirm)
Maybe CNA will report this poll to MOH, MOE blabla. then you know what will happen :D
ok i admit i want to extend hols becos of my hols hmwk :x

IM NOT DONE!! FREAK.

i guess many students are the same as me. (:

but, it's my Os this year my dear! T.T

and i know i havent replied tags. OK I WILL, REAL SOON OK! :p