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im here to say something, from the bottom of my heart.
even though all of you didnt get what you expected,
i am seriously very proud of you.
at least i can see all of you burnt midnight oil, refrained yourself from playing computer when Os are real near.
yes, i cannot judge anything. but what i can say is,
get on with your life. the marks cant be changed. so why not think carefully of what you wanna do with that marks. yes i know it's hard, because i havent got my Os yet.
but there's this simple saying that everyone knows.
No point crying over spilt milk.
therefore, IM STILL PROUD OF YOU GUYS, E490!! YYYYYYY
seriously. at least all of you have the courage to do through this difficult path tgt.
as for me, i dont even dare to think about Os already.
and i shant say big words like,
"yes after today i will really work hard. i wont be like them." etc.
i cant. because i know few days later i'll be back to my original shape.
yes that's me. however, im trying my best to change.
after today.. i think i really have to cut down on playing computer.
eh, im not playing. i'll be surfing internet all day long.
maybe i should change.
instead of going MIA 1 month before Os, i will TRY to refrain myself from playing computer every weekdays.
at most i'll have 1 hour of surfing. (:
i still find a need to be alive in the cyber world! to know more about ppl etc.
yea, so all the best to me, Mandy.
and shucks, today i just found out that im at a total lost for AMATH. Dang.
have to revise the whole book again.
yes, now i really NEED a time machine. i seriously need 1 free month for me to think it over, and allowing me to catch up with the rest, esp amath.
i want to score As for both emath, amath and chinese.
that's all i desire for my Os.
the rest i just dontwant to fail..
okay enough of negative things.
on the other hand, OMG!! Tiong JiaMing scored VERY WELL!
L1R5 : 11!!! GOSH OK.
Serene lee i think she got 15 or 17. OMG!
AAAH!
then i told Mum abt Jiaming's score, and she said that his computer went berserk few months ago before his Os start.
so it made him to study instead of hanging onto the computer.
WAAAA.
& Anthony got 13 for L1R4! which is also v good!
i tell you, he's a DOTA ADDICT. however, he still can mange his work.
sigh, i envy this kind of people. able to play and manage at the same time.
OkOk, today im VERY TIRED. im sweating like mad now. (look at the time)
im OUT from 7am till NOW.
i just reached back home.
2pm went to help out with the Os result. many were disappointed.
i almost couldnt hold back my tears whenever i see them crying.
it's just so...... -.-
last year i went to the hall for the results as well. however that doesnt affect me much.
but for this year, i can really feel that kind of "atmosphere". it's just so ... aaah, (undescribeable)
morning had PRAYER MEETING. many of the sec5s came back! :D happy.
after the result release, went to Henderson market with them.
they were discussing abt the future path, which poly/course should they go.
yea.. i learnt quite a lot from them.
slacked at there until 6pm+, then walked to Tiong.
there were Jonathan, Marcus, Anthony, Terence and me.
played at the arcade, LOL! Jon lent me his HUGE jacket to cover the HSS :x
After playing Ant and Marc left, kiatguan and sachiyo came to join us.
i "completed" my english hmwk at Mac, (: talk talk abit.
like WOW. Jonathan editted my compo and it's just soo perfect! i didnt think of all the points! URGH.
okay, i better remember.
slacked at mac until 10pm+, went to play bball at my house estate there. HAHAHA.
that's the reason why i sweat a lot. but i enjoy/love it! :D lose fats.
OHYAAAA! im elated for my weight. HAHA.
during PE we took our height and weight.
height still the same lar -.-
but for my weight!! i lost 1 kg! OHYEAHH!
okay whatever. then we played bball until 11.30pm. ~.~
i cannot go support Peng's competition this coming wednesday! AAAH.
it starts at 2pm. -.- sigh, so if this week's cgm falls on friday, gg. i cannot attend.
so i'll get to see them on SATURDAY! zzz, i cant wait for Saturday to come!
Mandy seriously misses them a lot.
(Amy, Cindy, Yixin, Yulin, Kiatguan, Yaojue, Jonathan, Marcus, Terence, Sherman, Kinweng, Samuel, Christopher, Caroline & lastly our cgl.. PengPengPeng!!)
sigh.
honestly i dont really feel like attending any birthday celebrations this year, except for e490 ppl. idk why, i think im being baised. but im stating the fact. i just dont feel like. sorry.Labels: this is not enough