Cassandra Thoi misses my post! Hah, :p
okay. so basically yesterday was Deepavali day.
belated happy deepavali! (:
Was like chionging my amath assignment (siao lor, so much. who is the teacher? lol)
At night went to greatworldcity together with my family! (brother went too okay!! heh)
Dined at food junction, went walking around with my lovely siblings.
i dragged them to timezone! wow.
greatworldcity's one is not bad lor!! but i still dislike their bball thing. SO BLOODY HIGH LAR. (so for street bball, i prefer vivo's one, lol!)
played a new shooting game called Rambo.
HAHA! Cassan, now im not addicted to house of the dead already..
Rambo is nicer! the graphic is NICER! lol. the gun is NICER!!
opps :x
sooo long never play with him liao lor. (as usual, i aint anxious when im playing the game as i have that kind of feeling which tells me that my brother will protect me. AAAH! i just love that feeling.. is like i dont needa worry abt my "safety". ok i know that's just a game. but it applies to reality stuffs too okay! XD)
played hockey with sister.. and the "smashing" thingy with bro. DOTS. that one not nice!
okay whatever. dont call me Arcade addictor ok. haha! I know when to play and when not to! :\
went back home, continued with my amath. sianz, was quiteVERY pissed off.
Actually wanted to sleep, but ended up watching television LOL.
Wu Lin Da Dao? the dancing compt screened on channelu.
(was smsing with Cassan, haha)
cool leh. the last group made me wanna learn MOONWALK lor!
anybody knows how to? i want to learn :D
(i know qiaoting taught us before, but i forget already :\)
blah.
TODAY had bridging lessons. yea it was pushed back becos of mrs yeo's talk.
haha. it's okay i dont mind! :) i am seriously gonna miss her ok.
she told us to make good use of this holiday. must really buck up.
i cant promise her anything, but what i'll do is to do my very best?
im afraid of commitments.. so i rly couldnt promise anyone, including my parents.
got back our report book (like finally). was on the verge of tears.
i aint shocked by my results. ya, i alr knew that my chemistry and phy failed.
after moderation i got both 48! WTF, 2 more marks only!
then it'll be my first time in upper sec passing ALL subjects.
and for chinese as expected, i got A for EOY, but overall it pull my chinese to B. WT* la.
idk why. at that point of time i just wanted to be alone.
i got 27th position. i looked through my report book. i aint improving. i am really dropping.
primary 1 i got 1st, p2 got 4th, p3 got 10+, p4 got 10+, p5 got <10,>
sec1&2 got 10+ and 20+.
sec3, >25.
COOL. how coool. i've never seen a person who keeps on dropping & dropping.
Cass, or infact, can anybody help me? i dont even dare to touch my report book. i am afraid. truly afraid. i've really did badly. honestly speaking, i ought to retain/drop to na. both my siblings are f-ing smart, my brother got all As for his Olevel. how can i afford to score this kind of lousy marks? relatives comfirm say bad stuffs abt me. yah, his Olvl got 3points. my sister got 11points. all less than 15. and im the only child who will disgrace the family. i dont understand why soon family always look at results yet not the character. ya, in their eyes i will be a failure, always be. and i wonder when will i stop my tears.
but now i've seen it. that's me.
okay whatever. enough. thankyou[:
and when i saw Mrs Yeo's last message for us, i cannot bear with it anymore.
her last comment was "best wishes!". i hate that word. that shows the person is leaving me.
pictures!



He's the cutest! hah. (gonna play with him already!!)
Ended.
(i have deleted my private blog. heh! sorry!)
i know i cant rewind time. becos we cant be back into the past. if you only think of me when we are strangers, i would rather be total strangers with you
IM SOOOOOOOOO HUNGRY! >:(
you claimed that you dont really like to sms me alr. so im still wondering why are you doing this. i am able to accept all the false hopes you've given. whatever. we just dont meet.
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