afterall, im just one of the grass, im never the flower
okay, i swear that i wont blog after this post.
so i shld give last words to my friends?
haha.. sound as though im gonna die. funny.
it's 6:20 now. ohwell, what shld i do?
Today. hah, thanks to those ppl who cared for me =)
sorry yah, i think i kanna scare some people, lol!
im just feeling stressed. anw ytd SimWeiLi came to my houseeeee!
wanted to study, end up we were watching Golden path + using computer!
dined at Ikea restaurant! (like finally, becos im craving for it!)
Got to know something... urghhhhhhhhh.
everybody's leaving. (like what i've mentioned in the previous post)
kay, so i was f-ing stressed up. that's why i've been neglecting people in school this morning.
im sorry. im really a self-centred person.
things are much better after recess..
the excos met up with Mr Chia in pref room! & i thought we had to skip our breakfast.
surprisingly, Mr Chia bought 10 sweet bottle drinks, 10 burgers and fruits!
DAMN FUNNY LAR. at first both Kim and i dont dare to take the drinks.. paiseh mah.
just after Mr Chia said "hey come take take", both of us snatched the bottles.. haha!!
blah, chatted with stuffs, quite excited abt it :D
okay, that's when i kept on laughing la.. damn funny okay.. cannot stop myself from laughing.
yep, to be honest.. this is very first day that Mandy Soon (21) paid FULL ATTENTION to every subject teacher without daydreaming in class.
I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF! i love Mandy la, omg. D:
hahahaha. im insane.
after school was walking tgt with Mr Chua and Mr Lee! DAMN FUNNY, again.
wanted to settle some stuffs, in the end i make myself more and more confused.
fuck, i really want to end my every breathe.
so many things just happened. idiotic.
Mandy, you MUST concentrate on studies,
you MUST be like 22nd September,
you MUST pay full attention to every teacher,
you MUST only think of EOY.
you MUSTNT blog.
hahaha, yes im doing it. OKAY.
why issit that whenever i wanted to really study, something else would just pop out and affect my mood? knsssssssssss. i really hate you la k.. i really really HATE you.Crush
I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away
Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever
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