so so so disappointed. felt so sad for all those who knows me.
you guys met the wrong person.
-bitch, sucker, flirt.
im not what you see.
w/e.
because i know everything's like a storm.
because i dont even know that my describing skills suck.
because i know im not a good friend at all.
because i know my existence is causing a burden to my family.
because i know my attitude sucks.
because i know whatever i do is wrong.
because i know whatever things im thinking, is all wrong, wrong, wrong.
dont talk to me abt this, because definitely i wont tell anyone, anymore.
ytd i already promised myself i wont tell things to anyone anymore.
i wont. who would even care a sucker like me? im just trying to attract attention la.
Qiaoting's blog lyrics! i really love that song within one day.
(haha thanks Qt for putting that song in your blog, :D)
Six thoughts at once I can't focus on one
Seven days a week but my life has just begun
So caught in emotion and I'm overcome
As I'm falling down I come undone
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone
Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong
Sometimes I feel so frail so small
Sometimes I feel vulnerable
Sometimes I feel a little fragile
A little fragile
In six thousand years what will this mean
Words from the heart or a melody
So caught in emotion and I'm overcome
As I'm falling down I come undone
If people can see right through my eyes
Like an open door that I can't disguise
I won't be afraid from the tears I cry
I'll not run
I'll not hide this is how I feel inside
A little fragile
shit you MandySoon. 2 more weeks to eoy.
what the f are you doing now.
you cannot be a procrastinator.
you have to be a studious girl.
you cant think of anything except for english, chinese, amath, emath, phy, chem, history, ss.
you have to plan for your future.
you have to give your parents good life.
you cannot think of what love shit.
you have to know that you DONT even know what's love.
you dont know how to love someone.
you have to know that Os are next year.
you have to know that you arent stressed.
you have to know that you cant stay like this, forever.
you have to know that even if you have _____, SO WHAT.
you have to know that being someone's girlfriend is NOTHING.
you have to know that boys treat girlfriend as someone whom they can talk to, PROVIDED that they are bored and friends arent there.
you have to know that boys treat friends more impt than their gf.
you have to know that now isnt the time for ____.
you have to know that you arent a trustworthy person.
you have to know that im just a nobody to your friends.
you have to know that your existence and even your laughter is causing a disturbance to everyone.
you have to know that since you arent feeling good inside, you just fake a smile.
IF YOU CANT SEE IT, too bad.
whatever. i'll paste this on my private blog.
dont ask me invite you, if everybody asks me that,
that's not a private blog anymore.Labels: its not you