let this be the last time;
YO. ah, i think by today i cant catch the last episode of FTLY. =(
brother's gonna use comp, NEVERMIND!!!
Mandy shall be a good girl.
Yah, pic that we took during Clive's bday party!

HAHA DHURKESH!
& He finally took a picture with me! LOL. okay la he tall i shortttttttt.
Yah, i know i have that KIDDY FACE.
Though my face look damn stupid in this pic, i DARE to post it up :)
Jasmine ah... lol
TADA! :D
LIMJUEYU! iloveyou k! :) no more ____ loving me already. so, you can trust me le bah? :D
cheer up girl, you told me to cheer up too. STAY HAPPY K? :D im 9 digits away!!!
BestBuds :D w/o Bel!!
Sunday whole day i was expressionless.
well, time flies!!
at night Yixin came to my hse (like finally).
i accompanied her to watch the Band Concert at esplanade.. her brother was performing!
Had a great day (ya hopefully).
Sorry Yixin, didnt take pic with yah.
Today..
okay i cant deny the fact that it was really a bad day for me..
& honestly speaking, i have problems using the computer, even now.
my eyes are hurting very badly. my brain tells me to rest, but i have to finish my blogging!
damn it. it was my fault lar, for _____.
yah, it was like WHOLE DAY in school im like this lor.
sorry my dearest friends.
Heimun, Cass, Gwen, Jiawen, Jasmine and lastly YY,
they skipped their lunch becos of me eh!
SO TOUCHED. have to really thanks them.
that's why friends are always the BEST of the BEST (1e2 class tee)
after dance matters, i really cannot control myself anymore..
so bla bla bla! WAS SUPER TOUCHED LOR!
Yuanyi dashed back to school just because of me :D
(i think jasmine told her where was i)
okay, im like having depression eh. HAHAH! :X okay enough of that.
in the end, Jasmine, Yuanyi, Agnes and me went to BMmac to slack + chit chat.
i swear i enjoyed myself, seriously.
& i already promise Jasmine not to cry that hiong already.
if not i guess that would really AFFECT my eye.
i was really laughing/smiling from the bottom of my heart. =D yayness.
hellooooooo, tell you guys something.
A BIG THANKYOU TO CARMEN ANG! :D
do you know that your encouragement really brightens my day??
Let me share with you :D
She told me (smth) like this,
"If a guy ever judge a girl by their looks, no matter how shuai/handsome/cool the guy looks, it's useless. because he is the UGLIEST guy in the world."
Hmmmmmmm. i Mandy Soon dare to admit that im really NOT shooting anybody here.
that sentence made my day. (: so thankyou darling!
Okay, maybe this is the last time im talking to you.
dontknow if you'll read or not. so i'll just say whatever i want to. tmr shall really end everything. i dont get it, i just dont. you arent that kind brother to me anymore. maybe you have peer-pressure, im not sure. and whatever, i have no rights to talk abt this. im just a nobody. i dont understand, the way you treat yy is different from the way you treat me. so obviously, you dont ___ me at all. ask yourself this qn. yes, i think most probably your feelings fade away is becos of my looks. i know im not that chio in your eyes. there's lotsa pretty girls outside (like duh!). so yah, sorry for disgracing you. & rest assured, i will forget everything. i wont cry because of you again, if not ltr ppl come whack u how? HAHA! Just kidding. i dont think we can be friends anymore lah, i still cant accept the fact that... blah. nevermind, you alr said that both of us arent meant for each other. nevermind lor. (: it's okay. yah, i also feel that way. because you're those who is afraid to make the first move, while im a girl who needs my boyf to be more daring. im not trying to say that you're a humji guy la. but, yah. after this, you made me feel that i didnt regret ____ with yj. haha! Rest assured, im not falling back for him again la. he got his AHEM liao!! :D im happy for him. what i can do now, is to really commit myself to my friends, and my studies. i want to work hard. :D i want to archieve my dream. if not, life would be so boring!!! thanks, again. (: & what im confused now is, you told me your feelings has faded. then you tell me what you ___ me more. wth are you trying to say? contradicting manzzz. okay, i dont even know if you're really sad/emo/depressed. tell you smth. how abt me? i am sad as well. but after today i WONT. :D hope you wont go astray.
although i've lost a 3327378 brother, my BESTBESTFRIEND is back again. & that's YUANYI!!!!!!!! love her to death okay, no more quarrels.
okay la this is kinda paiseh..
LAST LONG WITH MINGXING ok! This is my 2nd time telling you so. hah!
Friday!!! Dance dance dance.
im really gonna enjoy myself.
shld i give surprises to my teachers..? HMMM!
(Mr ___! Suggestions please :D yes, i know you are reading my blog now)
Lastly, RANDOM.
I miss him :( LOL!
& Someone is DAMN happy today.
WOOOO! 25th. (: