Just let me have a fantasy in my world
Kao eh. Janel!! If you're reading my post now, let me tell you.
dont worry! You arent the unlucky one. -.- im ALSO the unlucky one!
You hurt your "handwritting" hand, so am i zzzz.
but not because of ball lah :D because of my chor-lor(ness).
i swing my left hand damn hard (not purposely lah, that's natural)
& i hit my door.. the metal thingy!! KAO. i dont think i'll type much today.
blood!! OMG. & it's near my wrist leh ._.
and i can predict that tmr when my friends see the plaster, they'll say "wah Mandy cut yourself ah" !
NO. i never! What a tooo-pidxz thing to do man.
Like what i agree with Fiona, if you wanna cut your wrist, you might as well go die.
HAHAHA!
for this whole week, we'll be having SYF mass play prac in the hall..
(except for fri, it's at the field, kns)
oh well, YANNI! Let's apply Sunblock tgt!! :P
blahblah, today was FUN. because from 11 to 1.30pm we watched a movie!
(forgot what's the title of it, paiseh!)
+ slacking around with friends. ~.~
BLA. history was FUN ok! Although Janel and me almostdid enter our lalaland..
only a few ppl attended, hence, i can concentrate WELL.
& srsly till now i still can rmb what Ms Ng taught us today. YAY! Looking forward to next history extra lessons, which falls on this saturday!
I love SYF people! Woooo. =D
seriously, i think afterall i was just pissed off with myself. i found it very unfair if im pissed with my friends as it wasnt their fault. i know they also dont wish this to happen, but.. im just very angry. i dont like having scenes of ppl giving up when they didnt even put in 100% effort, when they dont have the "never-say-die" attitude, when ppl leaving me alone. but i guess for the last sentence it's allright, as im already used to being alone. i thought after entering hss, i'd not be alone anymore and share my everything with my close friends. but maybe afterall, im still wrong? there are times when i just couldnt open my mouth and speak up. & all i could do is just to publish whatever i wrote in my blog, knowing that they'll see this.
i was not in the mood as i find that you guys give up easily. yes i know, in certain things i do give up easily, pardon me for that. but as for dropping pure or not, i dont think that you guys shld really drop. i believe that if we have "peer-tutoring" we will pass our physics tgt. even if we still fail, at least we had done our best. but the problem is, you dont even want to give yourself another chance to prove to Mr Chua that you guys are able to cope with puresci. i mentioned that i wanna drop pure either in sec4 or EOY. i know for this Mye i didnt put in my 100% effort. that's why i wanted to give myself one last chance to show if i am able to cope with all the stress. yes, going to e2 is fun as there's more teamspirit. aiya, forget it. im just your friend who has a weird laughter, irritating you guys. i cant force you to continue taking pure if you srsly dont want it.