I believe in you;
Today was a depressed day..
was like damn sad in the morning ):
the weather is not "good" enough to hold the assembly in the parade sq,
so yep, assembled in class. T.T
shyt one lor. last time say pledge why cant i TAKE A GOOD LOOK at the WHOLE school?!?!
_l_er okay. sigh.
yet 2008 is the very last year to ___________.
Im just so... disappointed.
allright, all the lessons for today.. absolute NO interest to listen to whattheheck teacher was talking.
was busy thinking of other things..
i felt as thou im a failure okay, i cannot even cheer ppl up, as a result, i caused myself to be affected.
Seriously, i suck right?
Got back the circle properties "test".
6/16... was like damn depressed. i just wrote the ans BLINDLY. i didnt look carefully. shit.
for english... i heard something.
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. maybe i was really thinking TOO MUCH.
Fine, maybe afterall nobody really likes me okay.
Miss Siti gave us a shock okay. it's like 2 ppl PASS for english only.
in the end she forgot to add in the paper2 marks.
so yep, after adding in.. 3 ppl passed, the extra 1 person was ME.
hehe, so damn heng heng lah. i got 50.1/100 LOL!
aiyoyo, i guess i'll drop to band3 for term2 le lor. -.- shyt.
but srsly my language subjects SUCK la, lols.
i'd prefer MATH&SCI :D
rofl, even thou sci is like damn difficult.
& we got to know our amath results for ca1.
at least.. i passed, LOL.
C5 bah.. aiya, glad to know that all of my subjects passed {no As ): } for ca1!
i thought for Ca1, i'd fail like hell.
for now, we dont knw abt physics marks.
but.. lols, im prepared to flunk my phy.
after school walked to inter with YY, went back home & rushed to HendersonCC :)
when i alighted at Henderson, i saw PEIZHEN&PRISICA!! they wanted me to LAUGH infront of them,
yep , i think Yuxuan told them that my laughter is damn funny? HAHA.
obviously i didnt lah, nothing for me to laugh about. furthermore, wasnt really in the mood huh..
as usual, played badminton! HAHA!
Nigel, Fiona, Jasmine, Kristale, LilIang, Yuanyi, PohSeng, HuaiAo, Janice, Clive and me went :)
some of us came at different timings.
ahhh well, partnered with Jasmine to fight against YY & LL.
haha! was fun. after playing badminton, we washed our legs {in an awkward manner HAHA!} in the washroom.
heeded to bball court after that, & chitchatted while we're shooting.
hmmm, had a nice chat :D next time after playing badminton we shall play bball tgt! woots.
can see the ball's mark?
SEEEEE! Jasmine's elbow. omg . girl takecare okay! :D
around 7.10pm accompanied Jas to inter {LOL! kept on inter inter} .
was dead beat. -.-! oh well.
i wonder how is he feeling right now;
i wonder if he got annoyed by me;
i wonder if i did the wrong thing;
i wonder all along was i the one who is bhb-ing?;
i wonder if he really cared for me;
i wonder if he's back with her;
i wonder if on her bday, will he confess his love?;
i wonder if in his mind, there's still me;
i wonder if i stand a place in his heart still?;
i wonder if i really think too much;
i wonder did he forget me;
i wonder & ponder,
why do i still think of him?
but there's one thing i can conclude.
He still stand a place in my heart.
Can anybody just tell me why my heart didnt change ever since i went to henderson?
Can anybody tell me should i continue to be like this?
what if he really dont like me anymore, i've been always so... thick-skinned.
tell me what should i do. tell me why cant i accept other ppl?
tell me why cant i just simply forget him?
tell me why i'll never fail to peek/take a glance at him whenever i have the chance to,
tell me why wherever i am, i'd always wish&pray that he'll be watching me.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY. shit this.