✖Title : emo post.
Opps im sorry. Today's post is a damnnnnnn emo/expressing-out-my-feelings one.
I understand, so yep, i had to tell you guys before you read this.
If you're those who doesnt like reading emotional post, then i suggest please dont read today's one (: because i'll blar@&#(*@#!)#* lotsa feelings! :\ hmmm.
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No ordinary love; the focus is on you.
BLABLABLA. Today dontknow how to blog leh. ):
I just know that i kept on crying crying. wahlao, first time cried for like so many times lor .___.
heyyo, im not emotional. HAH!
things have settled with YY. :P obviously iloveyou too~
&I know that you werent the culprit la. i know its ________.
but still, i dont think i'll really get that active in PB okay.
whatthe. im not petty ok, but it's like more and more ppl do know abt my flaws, WTFK?
all of a sudden i have the urge to leave HSS, yet i dont wish to leave.
(haha what the heck am i talking about)
i dont wish to leave because i love henderson, a lot.
i think i've mentioned this umpteen times already. henderson changed my life..
i've never had such REAL&GREAT friends before.
i've never known i would actually dare myself to speak infront of so many people/juniors.
i've never known i'd go into a relationship w/o hestitating..
LOL. there's a lot more but im lazy to type all out.
anyway...!
RAFIDAH! Rmb this paper huh..? XD
She took my paper and drew all these! & she claimed that it's me who drew that.
SO BAD!! Im innocent ):
haha joking lah, although it was done by her, that's the fact okay! =)
I do LOVE Rafidah! :D
school was indeed a BAD day for me today. i guess the rest of the days arent gonna be that enjoyable, too.
tmr there's dance practice, hmmm. OHYA, i didnt manage to reborn my hair.
im still deciding.. ): shld i reborn+treatment or just treatment? URGH! I hate it lah ~
when i have to make "BIG" decisions in my life. my hair leh! FOR MY APPEARANCE, lol.
iseriouslymissyou, ikeptondreamingaboutyou, idontknowwhenwillistopfallingforyou, idontknowwheni'llgiveup, becausealliknowisthatmylifeinhendersontheoneihadfallforisonlyyou.
WHAT A MIRACLE MAN!! Mr ChuaYaoJue took the initiative to sms me in sch :P HAHA!
not bad not bad..
after school stayed back awhile to play netball (NOT REALLY) with Eugenia, Fiona and Yuanyi.
..... I REGRETTED, A LOT.
i shldnt have gone back home so early lor! WAHLAO. shyt the world can?
i shld have stayed back tgt with Yuanyi&peeps.. so that i could get to see him once more.
shyt one laaaaxzxz. i want to DIE! DIE DIE DIE.
OK! & that's when i called yuanyi, "complained" to her.. & i couldnt help it.
i cannot stop my tears from falling. ZZZ.
i know im damn childish lah, crying over that kind of trival matters.
but i've always been that stupid to think so much, resulting in hurting myself.
althoughyouclaimedthatyourankleismuchbetter, imstillfuckingworriedokay
went back home, & was like hopping around blogs.
please do click on that link above!
BUTTTT! haha, i spent about 1hr to complete reading ok! until my eyes are extremely exhausted ):
sighsighsigh, obviously while reading i ***** again. wahlao ehxzxz.
im really a crybaby lah. -.-
damn touching lor! + the background music, wth.
It's about a Girl named Mina and a boy named JiWon..
how they met each other is like, WOWWWW.
& JiWon is the kind of guy who doesnt like to express his feelings out to other ppl..
so Mina had always believed that JiWon doesnt love her.
(But obviously both of them do love each other la)
One day, JiWon asked Mina to be his sister (I THINK SO, because the word's in Japanese).
He kept on saying that he loves Mina , as in siblings love.
then blablabla! the ending was a sad one ): Mina died.
& JiWon finally had the courage to confess his feelings. but, it's too late.
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"Mina", Ji Won began.
"When you were alive, I was never able to tell you that I loved you. Now that you're gone, you don't believe I love you. Even though I never showed you the kind of love you wanted me to, it doesn't mean I didn't love you with all I have."
Ji Won paused and yanked off the ring around his necklace. "With SechsKies here as my witnesses, I, Eun Ji Won, take Nam Mina as my wife till eternity. I have nothing to give you Mina except my heart, which belonged to you from the first day we met."
He kissed her lips as he slipped on the ring. The others watched him in silence. They were surprised when because of all the time Ji Won had been their leader, he had never used his real name Ji Won before. They knew he was serious. When it was over, Ji Won lifted Mina up into his arms as he stood up.
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WAH! Totally ... omg, T.T
at the end, it ends with this sentence,
"True love never has an ending.."
I AGREE ! (:
sigh, sorry ppl, let me complain in my blog once again yeh?
(& yes, after 1or2days i'll erase it away, hoho.)
i'd cry whenever i imagine you going up to the stage again during graduation day. i cannot imagine what my life would be like when i've nth to look forward to every weekdays. i cannot find anything to motivate me to come to school. & i find no purpose of coming whenever you're absent in school. i admit that im always thinking of what you're doing every single minute. & That is, i'll just satisfy myself by believing of what i think you're doing. even right now. i dont dare to ask you much, as im a nobody to you to keep on asking abt your whereabouts. sometimes when i cannot tolerate it, i'd just ask "where you now" in order to keep my imaginations going on. but i kept on picture-ing yourself alone. & i hope that you won't be alone.. i hope somebody will be there for you, it doesnt have to be me.. i cant ask for anything more but just your happiness&joy.. If you are much happier with some other girls outside than with me, i'll gradually let go.. i dontwant you to graduate outta hss, yes i am selfish. but this year's really gonna be the last yr that i can see you almost everyday.. ): i dontknow how many times i'll cry just to satisfy my heart.
aiyaya! i shld stop typing.
if not i guess tmr my eyes would be swollen okay .___.
&yes, i still havent forgotten my promise to myself yeh! (:
but im afraid by the time Os are over, you arent around anymore...
& i always hope that the "lovely passerby" is you. if onlyyyyyyyyyyy.
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