or smth liddat lah.. :\
so i decided to go back to my-self again, LOL.
but i still have the feeling of wanting to end my life.. sigh.
anw today had to go for the dental check up.. -_-" SUAY.
but in my heart i wanted to lah! because i think last yr i nv got dental check leh.. so im afraid that something might happen to my teeth.
as usual... AIYA! ever since i got into primary school, {& i have dental check up} every dentist never fail to ask me if i wanted to make braces..
YEA I KNOWWWW! my teeth isnt in a good condition. esp my top part.
there's holes, & seriously i need a pair of braces.
_l_ okay, every single thing also involves $$$.
by the time i've got the money, it's like no use already liao lah.
so late then do, it wont be that effective. *shakes head*
please lah, let my parents strike lottery {THERE'S NO OTHER WAY} then they'll give me the $ to do!
fyi, gamblers only depend on this what.
I envy those parents who doesnt gamble at all leh .__.
nevermind, i needmust be satisfied with my life, even right now... T.T
SO UNEXPECTED LOR! My chinese test passed by 1.5marks LOL!
so if i combine my other marks, my chinese is 61/100...
not bad, B4? LOL.
John is still a damn joker lah :\ used to it already, 5years leh, 5 years! kept on disturbing me -.-
after school slacked around HSS :D with Yuanyi.
Heimun smiled to my handphone! ROFL.
Both Yuanyi and me loooooooooooove this pic! i'll edit it when i have the time ^^
went for AGM after that.. -.- damn tired!!!
voted for the 2008/9 EXCOs, HAHA! :D
shant elaborate further...
i feel like pb is going DOWN , DOWN , DOWN le.. honestly speaking -_-
supposingly Jasmine, Yuanyi and me decided to go to Yuanyi's hse after that to play mahjong!
but then... sigh, my mum called me & asked me to go home as she has nobody to accompany her.
so yea.. obviously i had to rush back home right?!?!
Jasmine&YY like kept on saying until it was my fault becos i was the one who wanted to go, but in the end i didnt.
was kinda pissed off lah, but now okay le.
I alr told them, imagine your mum is like going to faint soon + she's troubling over smth, WOULD YOU STILL CARRY ON AND PLAY OUTSIDE WITH YOUR FRIENDS & NOT ACCOMPANYING YOUR MUMMY?!?!
zzz. anw im glad that i didnt go to play, if not i guess my mum will be damn lonely at home.
whenever im walking back home, i'll walk pass a temple.
& i'll pray and pray for my mum.
i know im a Christian who believes in God {DUH} , i tried many ways to seek miracles for my mum.
i really need MIRACLES. ): issit true that there's something called M-I-R-A-C-L-E-S in reality?!?!
yea right, when im outta this world i'll know the answer.
what i can do now is just to pray and pray. regardless of whatever God, i'll just pray.
I love your smile, your everything. [: yea, i still cannot forget that song, JianDanAi.
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