Somehow, it's fading away, evaporating. Y
Today was T-I-R-E-D.
{lols, dont needa type out the meaning right? haha lameeeeee!}
finally today i get to play AUDITION !~ :D
i miss all my HSSians who played with me.
examples : YILIANG! GWENDOLYN! HUAIAO! SERENE! CINDY! JONATHAN! KINGWENG! SAMUEL! YUPIN! JEZZA! etc .
sigh, i guess 2008 must be a damn busy year bah? lotsa ppl nv really play le..
esp that Joker Yiliang la.. he never fails to make me laugh, HAHAHA!
gamer lai de, wont be looking at my blog, :D
around afternoon, QIQI CAME :D
wow, her parents quite da fang leh! $20 O______O
but aiya! cant help it, im sucha good girl i gave it to my mummy ~
blah-ed, went to HongQuan's hse after that [:
her mum aka my Ah Yi {NOT YUANYI ! LAX} cooked my favourite food!!
weee, damn delicious/yummy! but yea, FAT LIAO LA MANDY, -.-
*everybody must be nodding their heads!*
okay, im being paranoid? LOL. {or did i use the wrong word? aaah, suibian :D}
actually JieXin's mummy called and ask if we wanna go sing karaoke at her workplace..
but -.- 18years and above! DAMMIT. cannot go! #*$&*(^&^!@!#@#@.
i dont like this RULE! BAN IT PLEASE =)
okay, played MotorRacer, kinda miss that game okay..
i rmbed i kept on playing that with my dearest brother, HAHA.
HongQuan was being funny :\
overall, CNY was allright, BUT! definitely not nice for my disgusting homeworks.
im trying to complete my newspaper article for today!
Monday there'll be CHEMISTRY TEST, ass laaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Mandy extremely HATE tests ): {as in, who would love it? LOL}
slacked awhile, laughed, etc.
went back home!
watch Tom&Jerry on the way back, ROFLMAO.
*i hope nobody saw that.. if not i'd be damn paiseh*
& sat infront of the computer, until now :)
plus talking to Mr Chua jb on the phone.
laughed, chitchatted, "kinda-sad" .
why is the world like this.. so , UNFAIR.
but whatever it is, no matter how much we complain, life still goes on.
so SIANSXZXZ la right?
+ im listening to this song right now, WANG LE AI by Toro.
it's damn emo i tell you. i guess im gonna change my blog song to that.
SHYT, im gonna CRY like hell already.
damn emo + im still thinking of what jb told me okay... whatthe.
i dont like the world ): makes life difficult for us.
& all of a sudden, i feel like hugging anybody.
just a human being, that's allright. but not my family members, please.
maybe i shld hug cass? because ... i mentioned before. i dontwant my tears to be stuck in between my eyes, i would rather hug somebody & cry as loudly as i can.
& i think i shld catch up with my lovely girlfriends, soon. [:& before i end, JieXin sent me one damn emo korean song. AAAH, the lyrics are.. -.- sigh.
Separating with someone is easier than meeting them, that cold person took all of my heart.
I don't understand why I miss her so much.
I think I loved you, I can't seem to forget you I keep thinking of you, that it's hard to control.
I think I'm regretting, I think I'm waiting for you I didn't realize it at first but I feel nervous whenever I someone's back image resembles yours.
Memories fade as the seasons change, someone coldly stated.
I live each day empty without love, so I wait for someone to take in my imperfect love.
I want to act like I didn't see you look away with a hurtful glare.
At least once I want to look behind me and believe that you were hurt before.
I think I'm a fool, I'm unable to say a word not even a quick hello to ask how you are.
I think you're happy, your bright face continues to make me feel less important, just like how your features are fading away.
Soon I'll meet someone else whose beauty resembles yours.
Still that person won't be you, so I think I'll be sad, you're a person I can't forget.
DAMMIT, the situation sounds like... -.- AHEM. you shld know im referring to you, LOL.
anyway!!!! You guys will be my witnesses! [: Chua YaoJue agreed that he'll pei me catch a movie!!! dammit, he cant run away with empty promises , yay.
i think i've made a mistake. ya loh, if only i wasnt that sensitive, if only i tried expressing my feelings to you, if only i dared to do so.. i guess we'd be celebrating our very 1st year during valentine's day.
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