
today was allright . hmmm ! i'll try to make today's post LONG ENOUGH (:
like a toilet roll paper !! {HAHAHAA lame -.-}
morning .. woke up by Yuhern . lol , went for the IT enrichment programme from 9am to 12 noon .
aww , today Mr Bovan didnt release us early !
because we had to find a topic ourselves and find all the infos , make it into an internet page lor ..
yes , i did about Halloween ! {actually now i've got to know more abt Halloween already}
*i wonder when Singapore will celebrate Halloween*
& oh ya ! before i went for the IT thingy , i dashed to the staffroom there :\
saw the results for 2007 sec2 people . {our next year class + combination results}
Tutu was there too (: she said next year both of us are in the same class .
im like .. HUH ?! i looked frantically for 2e2 , followed by SOON HUI LING MANDY (21) .
OHMYGOSH !!!!!!!!!
3e1'o8 . *sigh* . some of my good friends are in 3e2'o8 next year , ARGH !
yes lar i wanna take Amaths+Pure Sciences .
but ! ): the world is totally unfair okay !
when you want this , you wont have that ...
i hope i'll be inside their heart HAHAHAA ! i dontwant my existence to slowly fade away !
& zzz . i dont care , i'll just write it here straight down in my blog .
3e1'o8 , im not sure if i'll like it . but i can comfirm one thing .
i wont like 3e1'o8 as much as i LOVE 1e2'o6 + 2e2'o7 .
{anyway we're growing older and older.. ): }
our spirit , EVERYTHING ! seriously , i love them like hell .
honestly speaking , i've never ever love my class like this SOOOO MUCH okay . T.T sigh .
& yesyesyes ! i know there's lots of PORfessionals in 3e1'o8 .
so yea , i hope i will control myself lah , if they POR especially infront of me to the teachers/seniors/instructors/ or whatever sai , i dont know what i'll do .
i'll write their names down on my blog ? or shout ? scream ? =.="
WHATEVER . must try my best not to care about them . studies good SO WHAT?!?!
i fucking look down on people who act guai act civilised infront of teachers just to be their pets .
YEA LOR ! HAHAHA ! pets (:
i know , when teacher's around all of us will be guai one what !
is just that , dont have to like , AIYA ! i dontknow how to say ..
yea lah if teacher loves you as a PET , you can suceed in your career/studies .
BUT i'll still look down on those kind of people .
you suceeded because of your PORfessionals + your dirty actions .
okay whatever !!!! ._.
so yea , Mandy Soon ! (: good luck then .
{anw LOTS OF people told me in msn wishing me GOODLUCK becos it's very hard to cope in upper sec}
yesyes i know ): thanks all for your concern ! :D:D:D
i guess i managed to get pure sci is because last time i kept on praying to God , hoping that i can get PureSciences .
if im able to get it , i'll study REAL HARD . Cut down on computer hours . cut down on playing hours . add in more hours to my study time .
AAAAR ! the chance has come . T.T i have a commitment now .
die , i guess im quite afraid of commitments :\
im afraid i'll walk back to the past , slacking+playing+dont-care-studies+more-into-love {resulting in lovesick}
AAAH . i wanna scream i wanna shout i wanna jump i wanna dive right into the DEEP BLUE SEA .
since im taking Pure sci , i shld go to jc le . if i go to poly , it would be sucha waste ! if that's so i would rather go 3e2 ...
okay , rushed back home , played with Yuhern , had lunch and dashed back to school for DANCE .
wah , when i was walking towards the DNT block i saw a red car parking over there .
i thought Mr Dan was here already !!! & in the end i found out that it's Mr Kek's .
about half of the dancers were sick . hence the practice is cancelled .
TSK , sometimes i cannot really understand myself you know T.T
i told my friends that i wanna pon dance i sometimes like dance sometimes dont .
but when i heard that the dance is cancelled , i felt so weird ! the kind of feeling was like ... disappointed ?!?!
i had to lie to myself that i was sad because i had wasted my ezlink card money + time .
-.-ll but ltr i kept on thinking , i guess i really love dance ? lols , although i did complain abt it several times .
aiyoyo ! even i myself cant understand why , im sure nobody out there understands me real well .
{or maybe .. yes ? sometimes outsiders can see everything btr than the "victims"}
went to the school library with Gwen , printed out our holiday homeworks .
=\ stupid , the eng homework got the SHOW&TELL + you needa find something in the internet , the information must not be so "popular" to the world . hell .
i guess the SHOW&TELL {must find something that's precious to me & give a brief description abt it} i'll bring my HANDPHONE !
talking about the most precious thing , i couldnt think of any . there's nothing im treasuring the MOST MOST MOST .
i dont have soft bears to hug every night , i dont have a real nice bloster to hug .
I DONT HAVE ! -.-ll
chinese hw , can die . i dontwant to read the little prince ! if that's in english version , i'll READ it .
but heh ! my brother got read the story in english version before , so i shall ask him if he has the book :\
geog , LOL ! Gwen's doing while im NOT ! hahahaah !
the geog hw like sai ;X have to find a pic of river or something .
Yuanyi came looking for us , she'll be the emcee for Rhapsody (:
yay ! can see her on backstage :P
went back home after that , went to SLEEEP ! (: after playing with Yuhern , was exhausted T.T
okay , that's all ! ^^ tomorrow i have to wake up VERY EARLY . just like normal school time .
to Church .. will be going to Christ Church Sec . for the adventure thingy . *yawns*
i signed up for it because since Pauline and all of them bought the ticket for Rhapsody ..
Go & relax myself bah ! (:
before i end...
HAPPY 14TH SWEET BIRTHDAY MR LIONG HUAI AO ! (:
HAPPY 14TH MONTH YIXIN AND ME (:
oh ya, yesterday was Carmen's and Jiexin's bday.
HAPPY BELATED BIRHTDAY TO THE BOTH OF YOU ! :D
As i write this letter,
Send my love to you,
Remember that i'll always,
Be in love with you.
There will be someone who is carrying a torch for you.
As long as im alive, i swear i wont make you sad and lonely.
if you're lonely, call me,
i'll be there for you till the world ends.
sometimes, it would be better if you can tell me all your thoughts.
i swear i wont get sick of it, ever again.